Its like.. UGH

really man. computer pisses me off. and im like I HATE YOU, I HOPE YOU DIE!! oh please dont ,i really do love you but you aggravate me. and now this whole not having spell check. AHH!! but really, safari was getting on my nerves and now explorer is like my bff internet. it works faster. plus it takes up less space then safari so HA! so whats been happening?? well i have decided to not login into any of them websites like twitter, myspace, facebook. i was thinking about this one but its like, i dnt chat with ppl here so i wouldnt consider it a social site.. i consider this more like a journal and i write :) which makes me happy. but you [whoever] might get bored with like my postings and random writing. i could do it ALL day. well anyway.. my mother is crazy, did anybody know that?, well yeah she is.. and like she finds it funnie while I find it scary cuz gawd the woman could drive in the rain and laugh couse she cant see.. thats crazy material my friend CRAZY!! skool is over :) for like the moment and by that i mean till february 15 which is then spring semester starts which then would be like my second semester of COLLEGE :) woo. anyway.. im mad couse like theres this really good music out there and i cant have it on my ipod because that thing is PACKED and well.. i really hate having like 1 song of an artist when i would prefer having the WHOLE album. its like ugh when ppl just have one song. thalia's ipod has the whole album :) thanx to stoopid oscar [her bf] the last book i read was Running With Scissors its quite interesting if you ask me. i kind of liked it not too shabby, even though its quite strange and like "oh damn" its good i definitely found myself laughing from time to time while reading it. so consider it. and now im like UGH.. i want to sleep. DONE

I got burn

I actually wanted to eat pizza but nobody wanted to go with me so instead i got some fish sticks and put them in the lil oven we got.. and when i was taking them out i got burn, let me tell you. it fukken hurt!!! but they were good. specially with lots of KETCHUP!!!

Listening!!

I have been loving me some music. and its all a different experience that a person has gone through and you experience with them. its a story being told through sound and it makes you "sigh" well it makes me sigh. I love hearing songs that are super emotional that if its a sad song it makes you sad and if its a love song it makes you want to be inlove. I just love the different feelings. Just make a playlist and experience it all in an hour :) its nice.

Well that just a random post about how i feel about music. and yeah most of it might sound depressing but thats the most touching couse its the most real. i dont need a poppy song to feel poppy i could do that myself. and rap is soo UGH and like.. i dont like it. its disgusting.

Here are some bands that make me feel REAL!!

-Safetysuit [been listening to them ALOT]

-All American Rejects [their new record is like OMG]

-A Fine Frenzy [seeing this chick live is too fukken surreal, the music is good too]

-Shinedown [their Second Chance song got me hooked]

-Creed [might be a little religious but their awesome]

-Superchick [the real subjects]

-Staind [ Schizophrenic Conversations is my fav song]

-The Killers [hey, ive always loved them]

-The Spill Canvas [besides a real cool name, The Tide got me good]

-The Kooks [it al started with Naive]

-Three Days Grace [because of a boy i got into I Hate Everything About You]

-The Anniversary [my bro gave me their CD "Your Majesty" its good]

-The Velvet Underground [watching a movie i fell inlove wit *Pale Blue Eyes]

-We The Kings [after a duet wit demi i love Secret Valentine]

-Apocalyptica [Bittersweet just makes me feel]

-Blue Foundation [thanx to the twilight soundtrack i love 'em]

-Blue October [because of a dedication i love Calling You]

-Boys Like Girls [their self titled album is too good not to hear]

-Brandtson [the song Boys Lie got me good]

-Bullet for my Valentine [Hearts Burst Into Fire the entrance with the guitar is just like OMG]

-Cake [funny name got me but i also love Never There]

-Carolina Liar [that dude with the long hair :) i just love When Your Are Near]

-Circa Survive [i could just listen to Handshakes at Sunrise in repeat]

-Classic Case [i just love the singers voice; Elegy]

-Counting Crows [after cruel intentions Colorblind is like aww]

-Death Cab For Cutie [Crooked Teeth is just like hmm]

-Deftones [after queen of the damned i love Change(In the house of flies)]

-Does it Offend You [aww Epic Last song HEAR IT ull love it]

-Elkland [Hear their Golden album theres bound to be a song you love]

-Fall of Troy [Act one, Scene one; "Feels so right to be soo wrong"]

My number one song atm is "Set the Fire to the Thirs Bar" by Snow Patrol when i first heard this song i was like OMG i love that song.. so i searched it down :)

La Resistencia!!

SKA!! yeah i know what it is :) you gotta hear good music if your a self proclaim music lover. HA! well yeah La Resistencia a somewhat popular band that came to my attention thanx to my BRO danny. even though i totally missed that one time to see them live for the first time ever.. i was like oblivious to wat i was missing. but hey i catch up later on. and we got the CD and we would skank while we cleaned. lol. good times :) so yeah i knew the lyrics to all the songs, but eventually my ska scene moved on without me. but i still have this shirt that i wear when im going to sleep or just to chillax in. super big. but I LOVE IT!!

Problem?

So we found this kool web were you chat with ppl, its like another myspace but its more known in mexico.. well lots of my cousins have 'em and my aunts its crazy. the point is.. they have kool apps for the webcam when you take piks.. and when my lil cousin was here.. she introduced us and we took a shit load of piks that weekend. but then were dissapointed when we couldnt save the pictures to the computer.. so then i was like.. let me take a picture of it with my camera. and thats what happen. we had a problem.. and my camera solved it.. and its pretty kool. the only bad thing would be that the camera would come out in the pik.. like a reflection.. or the mouse would be on the picture. funnie shiet!!

intellectual..

were not alike as you can see. shes a whole different color than i. and well that makes us unite and separate at the same time. sometimes we have our cute moments.. like "aww, scratch my back" or holding hands [thats JackO's thing] seriously were watching tv and out of nowhere shes like "give me your hand" and then im like "ooookkkay" hahaha but its cute..

and most of the time were just talking shit to each other. she gets butt hurt and starts cussing and im just like. HA!! and my mom threatens us, so then we shut up. but hey.. were sisters. what can you do.

Representing?

Yeah well i gots a little carried away this weekend with my six flags sweater it was cold and it was the only warm/comfortable sweater i could wear.. believe me i wore it all day and even went to sleep with it. its soo fukken cold these days im even wearing boots. they warm my feet :) anywho.. i kinda love that sweater.

We eat.

So my sister has this little place she likes to go to alot. and if i tell her "lets go eat" we always end up in the same place and we order the same thing. but this past saturday there was a change i order a bbq chicken rice bowl instead of the chicken hamburger i would always get. and JackO gets her bbq chicken bento meal [i think thats what its called, idk] but it has tempura and we LOVE tempura.. its just veggies fried on something and they give you this sort of sauce and its really good. so we went to eat and we ended up there.. and we would switch meals.. but this last time we had the same thing.. but i stoled her shrimp :) YUM! we have our moments. we chatted, laughed, made fun of butts and took piks. then we left and i bought her frozen yogurt and then i realize that i always pay. lol. but eh. its just money. Good times are priceless :) love my sistah!! hahaha

nice pjs!!!!!!!!!!

thee loserr

Mr. Mike B. yeah the long time bff of my sister JackO. this foo acts like our home is his home.so its quite entertaining when we get in fights. we throw things, sock each other, whine to my mother to make the other stop. believe me this had been going on for like yrs. we use to wrestle in my living room and ill be like "MooooM" and then she would come out and be like "kick her ass michael" and then we would just laugh. stoopid michael. he feels soo at home that he walks in takes off his shoes, makes us food, and farts!!! yeah im not kidding. he randomly does it to but sometimes he gives us a heads up. lol. too funny. well yeah, this is all ive gots to say :)

LOL'ing

We was laughing!!

lol.

there is always something funny with this chick. even though there is the slight note that she laughs at everything. but this was caught in the moment so its worth posting :) i think we were making fun of cesar [little bitch] but then again we are always making fun of him. hahaha aww poor boy. anyway. like most days we were waiting for the bus [yeah, it gets boring; cept when i see that boy <33]

Hi5 Piks

Laurita, JackO, Me, Alex [cousins <3]

Laurita&Me we were pretty sick.. and we took a picture. how glamorous. lol

Green Day!!

Ah the day spend with the lovely!! so monday morning we "went" to skool. and then went to see Green Day!! oh yeah bby free show and all. it was a very adventures day. we got there early and then got hungry so we headed to DENNYS ive been wanting to go to dennys since my b-day and guess what the season fries are still fukken good!! oh yeah.. thats all i needed. so we went to eat at dennys, pretty fancy. we went back to make line.. and we waited and waited and waited... gawd how we waited. but at the end we got RAIL!! oh yeah right infront and everything.. it was fukken awesome. billy joel looks all little and cute in person :) super awesome. and we "celebrated" new yrs eve, it was a taping for a show. we did the countdown and everything. then on our way out we got those yummy bacon hot dogs :) oh yeah, we decline 1 dollar beer and headed to the metro station. then we headed home... lol oh FUNNIE STORY!!!

So there we were making line in the vending machine cuz i was craving a sprite.. and i needed to pee so i was like "imma go to the bathroom" and i go.. and i walk in.. and i go inside the stall and its disgusting!! i mean the seat was peed on and like they didnt flush it. UGH!! anyway.. i dont pee cuz DUH cant sit there.. and im wondering.. "why does the bathroom look different from the last time i was in here??" so i get out of the stall and like head to the sinks.. and i think of washing my hands.. and i turn to my left and notice one of those toilets on the wall.. and im like :O OMG!! i totally went into the guys bathroom!! lol i was laughing to myself.. like wow.. i was positive it was the girls.. so i walk out and i stand infront of the door and im like "???" then i go into the girls.. laughing hysterically.. and after im done i hurry to tell the guys what happen.. of course they laugh. oh good times :)

Movie Night!!

we went to go see New Moon it was pretty random.. my mom was like "buy them online" and i was like "okay!! :)" awesome.. get to watch a movie ive been waiting for and i dont even have to pay.. So my overall opinion??

DUUUUDDEE!!

it totally kicked ass.. like i was seriously like this :O oh man lots of action, aww the werewolves were just right. i totally loved the movie.. but for feature references NOT GOING TO THE MOVIES WITH MY MOTHER!! lol she was making fun of bella all through the movie.. even though she made me crack up from time to time.. really people BE QUIET!! i want to watch the movie not hear your racket. and through the previews i heard the loveliest song that i am officially inlove with "Set Fire to the Third Bar" its fkkn awesome... best song i have heard in a while.. and i cant wait for Dear John :) WOo!! I have the book <33

We had planned to go eat at chipotle but it was close :( so we went home.. hungry!! For future warning ppl DONT LEAVE ME HUNGRY!!!

woot woot

since i got my computer wiped my cam hadnt been installed.. but now it is.. and we use it for Hi5 this web thats like myspace but weirder.. anyway.. me and the cam have been reunited. Nice reunion RIGTH??

One night...

My sister JackO was pretty bored one night so we decided to do our hair.. since were natural straight hair (lame) we went for curly.. the plan was to make a video but i got sleepy and ended up going to sleep.. but at least we got proof.. BAD BAD BAD

At night..

He didnt want to take a picture.. and i was like "little bitch!!" hahaha i always call him that its like his nickname. he turns.. hahaha anyway we were walking to glorias house to drop her off after going to the library, yeah were there alot.. well me and gloria, cesar tagged along because he has no life and he was with me..

LOL. his such a little bitch he was making a fuss about holding glorias bag.. so we were just laughing at him.. like come on what could a fukken bag do to you.. turn you gay!! i doubt it cesar.. really man up foo!!

Oh thali

So we went to eat at jaks.. i had straighten my hair that day but i chose to put it up in a ponytail woot woot. anyway... i tried taking a nice picture here.. but she doesnt like taking pictures.. and it was kind of awkward cus the guys were sitting infront of us. so they kept looking at our faces. it was kind of making us self conscious so we laughed alot...

So then we got out and we were walking towards the bus stop and cesar had this great idea.. his like lets play this ABC game [concept is we have to find a word starting with the abc's first is A so we had to find a word starting with A and when we do we get to move on to the next letter, you could only skip one and the one that finishes first wins] anyway.. we were walking and we were all into the game.. anf of course trying to beat each other.. when i just here "ay" and i turn to my left and cesar is laughing his ass off and thalia is just like "omg i stepped on shit" and were all laughing our asses off.. it was really funny, but fukk did it smell bad. so i was like "Let me take a picture" thalia is a trooper though because she wasnt mad that we were laughing at her.. she was laughing as well. oh god it was really hysterical and then like ppl were turning our way because it smell really bad.. and then when we were in the bus.. the bus driver OPENED the window.. hahaha oh that totally made my day. and then we put gum wrappers in our foreheads and we met this kenny dude.. who was like "i want to be your boyfriend" i was just like "uhh, no" but i was laughing most of the time because he at one point said "Be Mine" oh god that day was quite interesting.

At Hemet

While she slept.. what were the boys doing??

Aaron: "okay i got the broom"

Lex: "but i want it!!"

so this is what it ended up looking like..and i was just laughing because they are funny boys. while aaron was trying to ride the broom/horse lex glued himself to the bottom.. so aaron ended up pulling him around, and that was their game. even though most of the time they played duck duck goose.. hahaha cute huh

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Thee Nephews<33

lol. they were like "Take a picture!!" and of course

i complied i mean.. HELLO camera freak here..

lol.. they made some funnie faces.. but in this one they

were like "posing" hahahaha

LOL. in this one as well.. lex always makes funny looking faces

and well.. heres an outcome.

Love these Boys!!

In N Out

LOL. thalia was standing on one of those stump things and she was like " I want to be this tall" and then she was like.. so i could hug ppl like this. hahaha she totally showed me.. Erick took the pik.. lol it looks like shes on top of me.. but she really isnt. we were waiting for the blue bus cuz we wanted to go eat at In N Out and it wasnt a walking distance away it was like, you have to take two buses away.. but it was fun getting there.. and it was totally fun being there with most of the peeps we kick it with.. theres some video footage that i took as well.. but i dont usually post those here.. YOUTUBE!!

This Gurrl <33

Oh thalia.. shes always like.. "I dont know what to do"

she doesnt know what to do when a camera is pointed her way

so i told her "Just look at it and smile"

and LOOK!!!

the most perfect picture ever... i love it.. even though im all

raw.. i even came out okay.. not too shabby right.

well yeah.. i was having an "eh" sort of week.. but this picture totally

made it good. i love that short thing. shes fukking one of a kind.

lol

I visited ana.. it was a crazy day.. food,tears,ugh, dog, pictures, rotten cheese,bff, cigarettes??

A moment..

I guess one of em looks decent...

Sit,Smile,Take

Some ppl think that im photogenic.. but im not.

i always have to like think about it

i guess thats my problem, when i think too much about looking good in a picture.

if i dont think about it, i sometimes come out nice/good looking.

anyway... ana told me "Just sit down smile at the camera and take a picture"

thats just because i always make a face, I cant help it. i get too self conscious

so i have to make a face.. lol.. plus its like.. already programed in my head..

like "Oh camera!! Make a face!!" thats what i think. or its my "excuse" hahahaha

Dr.Pepper<33

Im a drinker?!?!

my mother surprised me with my favorite drink..

but for me in order to actually savor such a drink i have to have a good

meal with it.. so when i was home i got some ingredients from the fridge

and made myself a meal. and i sat down on the kitchen table.. all by myself

and got my beautiful dr. pepper from the fridge and put it on the top right of

my plate... and i ate. lol. it was good... definitely :)

so i took a picture [of course] to remember how me and this can had a very

special moment... oh i guess im all into it...

it was good!!!

Epiphany??

Well life is not the same..confusion??

yeah well.. shit happens.. and I move on...

i dont like being stuck in a situation that i know

wont go anywhere.

I love you.. but this is as far as it goes.

our moments were good.. but at the end of the

day.. i still dont know shit about you..

we were never close.. it was just your imagination

even though i might of felt love.. the feeling is gone now.

Your face will be permanent in my mind but really..

no feelings with it;exclamation.

you believed what you said.. because YOUR always right

but your not.. not this time... nothing can be fixed

i wont step back.. ive chosen a path.. and ive got a destination

i wont second guess myself now... ive chosen my life

and i dont tend to change my mind.

I have no regrets.. life gives you lemons.. but i take to

long to choose wat to do with them so they roth

and then are forgotten.. its what happen to you,

you were there.. but unnoticeable to me

we have different lifes now.. and even though

you try to grasp me back.. im not the type to look back

Ive moved forward now.. and this are my feelings now

because nobody knows me.. but you pretend you do

but honey... i dont even know me, so you cant either

you want to be right.. but im stubborn so ill prove you wrong.

Oh dear life.. you gave me wonderful memories you did

but thats what they are now... just memories..

im not sorry.. its what it is...

Epiphany.. not likely..

realization... most likely.

ahh mind of mine...

i never say how i feel.. i just show it.

THIS is NOT about YOU!!

its just me..

Our trip..

Me and my sister went to Mount St Mary College.. let me tell you.. i had a headache all day because we were up in the mountain.. i was just like.. UGH!! i wanna go to the concrete which got my sister laughing because.. well i meant to say.. in normal level.. cause there was concrete everywhere.. it was interesting.. believe me.. alot of ppl.. the dark pik.. was me in this one class. they were talking bout language as a major.. guess jackie is interested in that.. kewl. the other pik was when we were leaving and we were.. walking down the mountain.. seriously it was a work out.. and we almost got lost. but because of my awesome memory we didnt.. so we followed my path..

Dancing much...

Aj,Jackie,Me,Gabriel

more halloween

Halloween BBy

i was like, "why you so obsessed with me" lol. i kid. so for halloween this year we had no actual plans so then we decided to party and boi did we party. it was a crazy night though.. so we go to this party and get there at 9 and theres not a lot of ppl. and me and my friend dont really want to go in.. so we leave.. but then come back to check it out.. and theres ppl like standing.. just standing... so we leave and were waiting for the bus and it doesnt come.. so we take a taxi.. we pay him 5 bucks.. oh yeah its good to be a girl. then we meet up other ppl and we have no idea what party to go to.. so lol, we end up going back to the party.. but this time it actually has ppl.. and its fukken pack.. it got down..we drank some.. to get in the mood and then just started dancing.. it was definitely a good idea to go back.. ahahah. HAppy Halloween, Indeed. More piks.. in the bottom.

Me and Jak[my sister]