Day one

Starting something. Let's see how long it lasts.

Slow

I have this feeling of slowness. It's like I'm not quite fully awake yet. I do a movement and it happens in a very slow motion, and it makes me feel weird. Yet I'm still not out of it. I need to take a shower so I could get up and not be lazy like all those other days. I hate been lazy, but I can't help it. Since I have nothing to do I just stay in be until it's time to get up, which is about an hour before mom gets home, and jump in to the shower. This quarter has got me all fucked up. I only to go to school Tuesdays and Thursdays from 1pm-8pm, and I only work weds plus the weekend. Which leaves me with Monday all to myself and though I usually say that Mondays will be my homework days. I never really get to do the things I have to do. And I have this shit of not doing what I say I will do. Like getting my fucken passport. I've yet to go take a picture, a descent one, so I could turn in my application. And since I really need it by July the whole stalling thing might not work for me in the long run. I should definitely get on that shit so I don't have  to worry about it anymore. I guess I've slowly come to my full senses and don't have that feeling of slowness anymore.

Some thoughts

I'm obsessed with Hemlock Grove. Why? Well it's a good show and it's quite interesting. And since I'm back on Netflix, paying those 7.99 a month and what not, I will watch to my gusto. The problem with been obsessed with shows though, you never want them to end and at a certain point your eyes can't stand the bright screen any more. Oh well. Some things you just have to deal with. Waking up and feeling like shit for sleeping for a long a time is another thing I hate.

Life is but a moment, if you blink, you might miss something special.