Saturday, April 30
Monday, April 25
Sunday, April 24
Friday, April 22
Acid feeling.
I have this acid feeling in my stomach like I should throw up or something. But idk. I think I'm sick or something. There's something with my gums. They're looking weird. And well they are starting to freak me out. I have this habit of not chewing gum but lately I've been chewing gum and well something interesting is happening to my gums. I hate them!!! Well today I worked again. It was okay I guess. I don't think I'm doing that great. I haven't really learn to do pizzas. And well I don't put myself there either. I know I have to learn or else I'm fucked. Plus tomorrow I go in earlier and it's going to be busy. Weekends tend to be busy. And now I have a delivery dude giving me rides. So I'm not sure if I should be concerned or just go with the flow. Like im not sure. But eh. I'll see how it goes. Tomorrow I go in at 4pm and elias plans on visiting around 1pm. Says his gonna bring me lunch. Aint he thoughtful. Hmm, I need to throw the flowers that ana gave me for my birthday in the trash they've been dying forever. And it's about to be a month already. I wonder if I'll get my whole fafsa check. I think I won't the only class I know for a fact I may be passing is the one I already finished which was ECE 2 and my English class. I got a C on my paper. And well that's passing so that's 50% that Ill get which comes to 700 but if they dont count 8 week classes then I'm officially fucked. I really shouldn't depend on that money. I really hate the importance of money in peoples life. I really wish I didn't have that responsibility.I just want to live and not worry about rent or money needed to spend. All those things that need to be bought. Its annoying!!!
It's midnight. I think imma go to sleep now.
It's midnight. I think imma go to sleep now.
Thursday, April 21
Heartbeat
there is this song that I just love. And it reminded me that I've been wanting to make a page in which I write down the songs that I've ever been obsess with. Which have been a lot. And I don't want to forget them. Some of them have stories and such that I would like to remember. I also want to make a playlist of all the songs that have ever touched me in a way. Because I tend to obsess over songs. I replay them and learn the lyrics. And every time I hear them my heart stumbles a little. I'm a music aficionado. I like music. Not because its saved my life in some way or affected me. I just love the raw emotions that artist share with others. And listeners get to experience feelings that they may or may have not experience before. And then some songs remind them of situations or moments. And its just touching. Most of my friends think I love really depressing songs but those are the ones that touch me the most. Damn, there have been songs that I just love because the guy I had a crush on had it on his MYSPACE page. How pathetic eh. But yeah. That's how good it gets. And there are songs that I hated but then I would watch the video and fall in love with them. I love movie soundtracks so I usually fall in love with covers instead of the original songs. I don't personally think musics changed my life but it's a really good addition to it.
Heartbeat by Enrique Iglesias ft. Nicole Scherzinger I thought this song was stupid because I watched the video and I was like WTF. But then I got the album and heard the song and I was like OMG. I love it. Which makes it my obsession as of right now.
Heartbeat by Enrique Iglesias ft. Nicole Scherzinger I thought this song was stupid because I watched the video and I was like WTF. But then I got the album and heard the song and I was like OMG. I love it. Which makes it my obsession as of right now.
This girl
Catie ♥ This was on that black friday fiasco we went through. It was soo cold but we were there till Wal-Mart open. I kind of regret it because we didn't even buy shit. The only thing I was happy for was the One Tree Hill season that I got for 15 bucks!! I wasn't too happy though because it wasn't my favorite season but I did end up buying my favorite season weeks later. Damn, me and Catie went through some cold weather that night. We were huddled together just talking and such. Then we left the store because it was too crazy and ended up in Del Taco. Which I must admit was the funniest shit ever. She was so delirious she was just laughing hysterically. And well I was just laughing with her. And then she fell asleep for like a second. Too funny.
Too out of it
This is one of those november pictures from last year. I think I had just cut my hair and me and Alex went to visit Kitty. We took a train over there. We got super drunk and shit. He ended up vomiting and sleeping next to the toilet while I passed out on the floor next to the bed. But before that I took a lot of pictures. A lot of them ended up in Tumblr because well I wasn't gonna send them to facebook. I figured tumblr was safe. Who knows about that. Then the next morning I logged in and checked out what I posted. The comments were funny. Fuck that night was really crazy. And wild. We have our fun times. I also remember been woken up by one of the little munchkins. Nice hangover indeed. Felt like shit. But not as bad as my xmas hangover. That one was fucken special.
Me and D
And my sister Jackie at Carl's Jr. It is not always that she accompanies us in our adventures. Which usually consist of food searching. Lol. But I think this night we were looking for food to feed Jackie. We even stopped at a Donuts shop if I remember correctly. The photographer was Ana. Which is not pictured here. But in another picture she was. And I remember we went all around the block and were been funny and such. Laughing was involve.
Another old one
I was going through my old phones memory card and bumped into a lot of old pictures. Well last year pictures because I've had this new phone for about 5 months now. But I think this picture is a little older. I think it was when I was dying my hair green for the first time. Which was about 2 years ago. It sucks because I can't dye my hair anymore for work. But its okay. I have no dye left. So now I'll just wait. So I'll have some blond streaks in my hair for a while. And then they'll be gone. Anyways I was thinking of not dying my hair anymore. Since I'm no teen anymore. I'm twenty this year. So I should grow up. A little at least.
This picture is old
This one just came out of nowhere. I was taking this picture to send to this guy ;) and Bam!! I fell in love with this one. I did send it to him. But then he lost his phone so I never send him another picture. Okay that's a lie I did send him another picture. I think last year. This one was taken about a year an a half ago. I was wearing pjs.
Wednesday, April 20
La Resistencia :)
Tuesday, April 19
With Talia :)
-We tried taking some pictures together but her camera was really slow and then my phone took really dark pictures. And yeah, this was the best result I got. She has some pictures. I hope she doesnt post them on facebook. I'm sure some are not too pretty. Damn, that show was the best show ever. It was fucken crazy. I loved it. And glad I had Talia to share it with. Love that gurrl. We were totally holding hands when we got there.
Kid Cudi
Kid Cudi at the Hollywood Palladium. April 18, 2011. Went with my sister and her friend Anthony. And I got to take my little tamale, Talia. Couldn't think of a better person than her to share that awesome night with. It truly was the best performance I've ever seen. And everyone as genuinely happy to be there. It was a really exciting event. A lot of hand swaying and jumping. You had to see it to believe it. It was awesome.
Cudi show tonight :)
Walking into the bathroom. I had my camera on and well I took a picture. This was right after the show was over. Me and Talia tried not to get lost and ended up in the bathroom. She's so short I was afraid I would lose her in the crowd. But we were good. She is an active person. She dance the whole concert away. Seriously.
Sunday, April 17
And pose
New flats
First week at work...
So monday was the big day I went in at 3 pm and had to listen to this cd that was more than an hour late and then i got a tour of the store and then I was left with this other worker and he had me adding toppings to the pizzas. And then I was suppose to learn how to take calls. I was soo nervous I was like NOOO I dont want to do it. But really the only thing holding me back was the specials and how to work the whole computer gadget to put the orders. But now its easy peacy. I was like Yo I got this. And the boss would listen into my conversations that was a little nerve wracking but I got it good. And today he called and I answer and he was like Good Job, Excellent. And I was like cool cool. lol. dying inside. so now calls are like a second sense to me. they come naturally. I just need to master the dough making and how to correctly read the orders so I could make the correct pizza. Today was a hassle we had phones ringing and it was like BAM. We had call backs because pizzas were being late and such. Quite interesting. I learned how to clean the counters and how to cut pizzas correctly and then how to restock the boxes and such. Give correct change. Wow, week when by fast. I mean there wasn't really anything that had me all tied up and felt impossible to do. But wow are hours whack. Like damn, I should probably consider getting a second job because well. It aint enough. And the society sucks. And fuck. But yeah. I officially have a job, my first social working one. First week is over now. I work till next friday. So I have nothing bad to say. I'm still alive. And I cant wait to go at it again. Cheers.
Wednesday, April 13
Serio...
I think I'm a very serious person. Most of my friends say I'm mean and a bitch. But I don't really know if I should take them seriously like they really feel that way. Or what to do. I dont know. I mean I dont necessarily feel like I am an evil person. I just say it how it is. I don't sugar coat things because I dont see the necessity for it. I wouldn't want a person to do that to me so I wouldn't do it to another. Now I know I am not photogenic but I like to take pictures. It could be of anything or me. Idk. It depends on the mood. Right here I was just hoping for a nice serious face. But now my face wasn't working.
Face & Hand
I hate my hands. I think I always have. The actual hand is super big and my wrist are small and bony. Really people make fun of my bony wrist because the bone pops out nasty status. Im just like whatever bitchezz. But yeah. I think my hand is bigger than my face.
Me and D
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Tuesday, April 12
These two
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Thee piaza
Robert totally man handled me my second day at work and had me do a pizza. I had to stretch the dough and everything. I made it from scratch literally. And then he was like add two toppings you're going to taste your own pizza. At first I was reluctant but then I was like Watta Hell. So i threw in some sausage. I love sausage pizza. And then I was like "hmm, what else?" eh whatever I added some pineapple. Whatever right. So then it went into the oven. And he had me take it out and then he showed me how to cut it. And then he was like It looks good for a first pizza. And I was like Shut Up. Then he said to take a picture of my first pizza which i already had. And then he took some more pictures. But I'm so fat and unappealing. That I deleted most of them. Eh. So there it is. First pizza.
Taking a bite
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Monday, April 11
First day at work.
You can't really see my face here. Hmm, on my phone it looks fine. Any who. Today was my first day as an official employee but then again I didn't write about me working at the fair. I actually have a picture of me working at the fair that was taken by my friend. So today I had an official tour of the store and I got to listen to an hour long cd with the regulations and such. I got to answer some calls and welcome customers. I also got to stand at the make line. Which was pretty cool. I was a little slow and hesitant because I didn't know what to do. Thannya pretty much was there at my side and she let me practice answering a call with her. I must admit I was shaking and I'm a little scare because I dont know shit. And the computer shit is so confusing. Over all I cant wait to learn the whole dealio and start working like a genius. Oh yeah!!
Out and about
So today I went back to the gym. After two months of not going. I finally had some time to hit the treadmill and other gym stuff. It felt good. It makes me feel healthy and then afterwards we headed to Sams to buy stuff. I bought a pair of flats that may not be the most appealing but gawd are they comfortable. I was like MOM they feel so comfortable. And she was like they look like grannys shoes. And I was like IDC!! Imma buy them. And I did. Hahaha. They're purple. And I bought a book. For 10 dollars. Its a trilogy though by ms. sandra brown. Which is one of my favorite authors. I always think I have her figure out but I end up surprised by the ending of the book. So there went 30 bucks. Last night was fun too. I dont have any pictures from last night. But me and some peeps when to a drive-in and watched Sucker Punch and Arthur. I ended up getting home pass 2 am. lol. It was quite uncomfortable but i had never been to a drive-in so I loved it. And we saw the moon come down. Me and Tali were like WAAHH!! hahaha. Goodtimes.
Saturday, April 9
Thursday, April 7
sunny and lonely
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Saturday, April 2
Friday, April 1
Today
I would tell you about my day but really there's not much to talk about.
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hot california
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