Something is a brewing.

Lol. I could so feel someone hating me right now. And its like UGH!! Hahaha I can't wait and see who comes and talks shit. Cause I see a sudden interest on certain post and that could only mean one thing. Someone is making a big deal about nothing. So what if I hate people in certain moments. It's a fucken moment. Like when you're ticked off and you just rant about nothing cause it makes you feel good. I feel like something is going to get blown out of proportion for someone else benefit. I could fucken feel it. And am I worried?? Nah. I am laughing my ass off. I can't wait for what is brewing. Bitchezz get me entertain :) Now I am off to work.

Hollywood night 6/15

Me, Alex, Aihtza

We went to Hollywood the first night that Pepe got here from Mexico. It was my mothers idea. To me the night was pretty boring and tiring. The only exciting thing was when me and Alex ran to catch a red light then walked to an alley so he could take a leak. Pretty exciting. And everyone was drinking and shit. Here we were at the girls bathroom. It was pretty cool cause it was this big hall and then BAM you were in the girls bathroom. And that's how Alex came upon it. And we were standing in front of this mirror so of course we must take pictures. My feet really hurt that day from all the walking plus I had gone to work that night. Regardless I love spending time with my cousins but specially this two. I lava cake them :)

My cousins and I

this night we were all at Party City looking for colorful cups for Jacks kickback. Which really she spend a bunch of mula on pink cups. Dork. Here we were taking pictures with hats and such. Just us cousins having fun and laughing. I love when we all get together and hang out. Even when we're just going to the freaking store to buy cups. And Mayra came over too!! Love that bitch. My dorito model ;)

Sky.

This night I wanted to go eat chicken nuggets with my favorite cousins but since my cousin is here from Mexico my mom wanted to take him to the casinos but I hate the casinos so when I got home I told them I didn't want to go. So then the said Lets go to the beach. And I was like UGH!! I don't want to go with you. But then my sister didn't end up going with us so I had to go. It was really cold!! I just had a sweater on. The only cool thing was the sky. It looked so pretty on our way over there. Such pretty colors. I ate some funnel cake and walked around. Read about the history of the Santa Monica pier which I found pretty interesting then we headed home. Took forever!! But eh. Damn, I am soo sleepy.

Elias.

I don't think I like him any longer. He's so UGH sometimes. I hate people touching me sometimes. He does it all the time. He invades my personal space and that fucken ticks me off. Plus I hate how he just goes through my fucken house like he lives here or some shit. Don't fucken raid my kitchen just because you feel at home. Shit, I'm not like that. I always ask or say Hey imma get something. I dont go and just fucken get it. I hate that in people. A lot!!

Idk.

In pjs about to head to bed. Can you notice my smaller eye. Grr, I hate it. I cant do anything about it. Unless I decide to go under the knife. Yikes! I should consider it. Since I feel like its soo obvious. Who knows. So now I shall fall asleep.

At the arcade

With the little boys and my cousin Pepe. We were there a good while. Pretty entertaining.

Ending tumblr.

So a couple of weeks ago or months I planned to delete all my social networks. Why? Well I find them so time consuming and really its a pain in the ass how addicting they are. I hate that sort of toll it has on humans. I rather be doing something productive or reading a book. But that time I changed my mind. I wanted to go all out and blow everything off from facebook to twitter but instead I just didnt login into my twitter or use my facebook. I did stumble on to my tumblr form time to time.. But just recently I decided to shut off again. And I feel like tumblr is the least productive site online. Even though people are soo worshipping of the site. I think its soo time consuming and really just rebloggin pictures of others and stuff. What is that doing to your brain. Even though there are times when people get to support others and I know its a very but very popular site. I just think its worthless. I would find myself sitting at home infront of my computer just looking at pictures and rebloggin from time to time. What is that!!! Nothing. Its like a sort of ps3 game for teens. Since children are soo addicted to some games and all they do is play with them at home. Instead of going outside and getting stimulation. Thats why a lot of kids are obese. Even though I had my sweet time online and I enjoyed it. Yeah I'll agree with all the people on there that at the time its really mind opening and welcoming of peoples differences. But then again some are just trying to get followers and trying so hard. And promoting shit. Damn, when I got a tumblr I treated it like a blog. Like this one!! But then it just got off hand and I would just reblog other peoples post and stuff. And wasnt that boring. So what if people don't want to read just about me or just see my face all around. It's MY blog. And people would just get so corruptive and start talking shit about peoples blogs. And all this, That's my picture!! crap. Gawd people get a life. What the site really does is let people show their emotions in indirects way because they would reblog others post or agree with others. Why couldn't they just say what they wanted to say. Fuck man were in the 21st Century. We know better than follow others. Shit, express yourself with yourself!! Anyways, this is not some sort of rant...well maybe it is. But you see I am so aware that this page right here is MINE. And I could do whatever I want with it. I would give a million fucks on what others think about what I write or post. If you don't like then theres the X that will close this window and you have the right not to come around. I am not broadcasting this site either way. I am not advertising my thoughts or life. If you stumble across this good for you and thanks for the time. But really I am not trying to judge and if it may seem that way...Well people get carried away and they just talk and by the time they're halfway through they lost their thesis. What's mine?? I just wanted to write about why I ended my tumblr account. I think one of the reasons I ended it was because of its popularity. The people on there are so hostel to others that advertise the site. It's like WOW. Even though they ended up there because of some sort of advertisement. So yeah.. I don't hate tumblr or want to persuade others to end their accounts. I just realized at some random moment that it wasn't my thing anymore. All things must come to an end.

Star Wars poster

I got a lovely addition to the room walls today. I was like.. omg, star wars!! So I put it up. Woo hoo!!

Update!!

So the post under was a little aggravating. I was all crazy/annoyed and maybe a little disappointed. But anywho, everything is good. I got my grades. I got two A's both from my ece classes. Which I swear were the easiest classes to take but with a lot of involvent in them. I went to three different schools/day cares to make some observations. Which I really didnt want to do but I figure what the hell its my grade. And I would feel bad because both of my ece teachers were soo nice. Seriously nicest teachers you'll ever meet. So yeah. Those were my two A's well earn must I say. And I didn't fail my Bio class. Even though I swore I thought I did. I actually got a C. Barely made it out. But I do understand that it was my own doing. I wasn't really into the class the first month an a half and I fail miserably the first two exams that we had. I mean come on. Two in a roll. I'm just glad I did pass the class. And my English 2 class, well I got a B on that. That's the second B I get on my English course. I guess its an improvement from that C I had the first semester. But then I had an A. Then I went down to B's I'm sure I could have gotten A's in them. But I just have way too much grammar problems. I know I do. I just ramble on and on. I have a lot of fragment sentences. And well I don't think I'll ever get better. So there it was my spring semester with a class at 8am and them lab for 3 hours straight. I really had some load this year. I am ecstatically glad its over. Yay.

And now I am taking a history class for summer. I think its interesting specially because my teacher makes it soo much fun and entertaining. She's always adding some funny comment here and there. Even though she rambles on and on. And I feel like I'm about to pass out. It's good. I like it. I am also hoping to pass with an A to boost my GPA. Since I am planning to apply this upcoming fall to transfer next fall. Hopefully everything goes well and I get to move on. I am a little excited but at the same time hesitant because it may not go as I want it to go. Idk. I'm trying to stay realistic. I have to have plan B & C in order so I have something to fall on if things don't go well in that situation. Ay!

My cousin is visiting from Mexico. The boy is pretty bland. I mean when were stuck together its like "Uhm..." not really much to talk about but he's my cousin and I love him regardless so we're very lovey dovey. I like him as much as I could, if that makes any sense. I like that he's visiting and that he's spending time here. I just don't like to play hostess 24/7. I really hope he has a good time on the rest of his stay though.

Been seeing much of Elias now a days. Not too much but some what. We're keeping in touch. I feel like he's the only mature friend I have now a days. Like he's actually growing up and doing shit for himself. Not like other people. And I haven't really seen Diana or talked to her. It's just randomly when we do get to catch up on each other. I love her regardless. She's there. Talia, well she's and interesting topic. I don't know where our friendship really stands. It's quite complicated. But I see her the most and we hang out a lot and shit. We have our jobs that keep our weekends occupied but we definitely find time for each other. Specially when she picks me up from work or just randomly shows up at my place after she gets out. It's just that we're not as close as we seem to be. We have our moments though. And that's as good as it gets on friends. I have a lot of acquaintances though. But nobody special anymore. Sticking to my family only.

My sisters bday recently passed and boy did we have fun. Got shit faced for real. I regret it though. I wish I hadn't drank that much because boy did I feel it the next day. Oh! I just realized that I've had this blogger for two years now :) the anniversary falls on my sisters bday. My first post proofs it. Awesome. So back to the drinking shit. So I drank too much. I have this problem of always shugging my drink which fucks me up in a matter of seconds. And I was wearing heals, which I've had an epiphany about; no high-high heals, I need to buy short heals. To feel comfortable. So yeah...I drank played some beer pong, kept calling this guy I had just met Applebees, I have no idea why. Then I got kidnap by Cesar and Applebees. Had some drama with my cousins. Cried. Went home. Threw up... A LOT. Fell asleep in the bath tub. Woke up. Threw up in my pants. Blah. Had a horrible hangover the next day. Went to work feeling sick. Seriously my stomach felt like it had acid in it. Yuck!! But regardless I had some fun that night. Had all my cousins there and Talia and Cesar was all babysitting. Que cute. lol.

What else, What else. My job is good. But I hate it!! I mean I don't really hate it. Just that recently I've been getting no hours so my check is way low and I have pay rent. And I seriously don't make enough to put in my share and my saved money is going to zero. agh. I wish I had some good job with like secured hours and shit. And a good schedule. Not all fucken random. Its frustrating. I really am gonna go looking for a better job starting august when my summer class finishes. Cross fingers!! Hope I find something convenient for me.

In better news my ippizle has been getting a lot of music on it. I have about 2,000+ songs on it. And full albums which I personally find very pleasing. And I've been expanding my music taste. I seriously have everything from Queen to Miley Cyrus. And I recently got Marilyn Manson's album which is pretty bizarre but way cool. I really love my mega Ipod. It has soo much space to fill up. I love it :)

Hmm, well I think I have nothing else to share. Except I'm about to do some random post of specific things like Why I deleted tumblr and my sudden fascination with Sylvia Plath and how I just finished three books that I had totally forgot about and now I must wait for the 6th one to come out. Yeah, that's a heads up of what's to come. Maybe today or maybe tomorrow. Right now I am getting some more music. Well cheers.

Facccckkk!!!

I think I might of had failed my Bio class and that would really suck. I tried. But i guess I didn't do much good. I know for a fact that I have two A's under my belt. I'm not so sure what my english will bring. I wasn't too glad about the final but I got an A on my last paper. But prior to that two C's a 79 and a 70. hmm. Gawd. I wanted to write some but I think Imma go gloom now. fuck people. I hate them right now. And somebody sprayed some shit in here that it fucken stinks and its making my head hurt. I want to leave but have nowhere to go. I hate people right now. they all suck. and once again I have nothing... going back to reading my book.

Natural

I just get lazy to throw on the mascara anf the eye liner and all the good stuff. Ha!!

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My boooooy

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Love it

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CSR.

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Blink at Hollywood Bowl

This is where we are gonna be sitting. I cant wait for october 8

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Too many

Picture on my phone. Blah blah blah.

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With the Rana

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Last night....

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