Some grad. piks

Grad piks :)

The first pik is with Jessie Tobey, mr smart white guy, his awesome. and the second pik is with my aunt and my cousin. Their both awesome too. i could definitely count on them.

Chillinnngg??

Where could you find me?? well check my bathroom i might just be hidding there. and usually i will be there, becuase thats the only place i could get privacy, my mother has her room and jackie usually takes over the tv and UGH i hate the tv. so then i go to the bathroom, it usually starts because i need to pee but then im like EH and i sit on the floor and listen to my ipod, i usually take in a book too and now my fone as well since i could search the web so you see quite entertained in there. but then theres the random occasions when ppl decide to go to the bathroom and im like UGH, but then again my bed is quite comfy as well..so im mostly there. but when im in my bed i kinda get lazy to get down...so if i end up in my bed is because im not gonna get down anymore, cept if theres food in the making ;) lol

Lex!!

This one time with the fam we went to the alameda plaza, when they had first opened it and we had my little nephew and he had a monkey on his back and i didnt really approve of that, plus he didnt want to wear it, so here we were sitting down outside because inside was quite boring, i think i was 16 at the time, soo long ago. heres my bby boi LEX!!

This one time...lol

We were at my uncles place in pomona and we wanted to get away, there was a party, so then we all decided to go for a walk...and it was all us cousins, of course were missing some, so we walked it to the nearest place with stores and stuff, this is in the drift store. of course the freak i am..i was like LETS GO IN HERE!! my cousin mayra, thats the one who lives in pomona and the one who is posing in the back, was like of theres some kool stuff here..so we went in, i went to the book section :) and then we just started doing dumb stuff because there was some funnie stuff and we took pictures...it was quite funnie. we were just like "oh, take a picture of me". ahh good times :)

My cousin..

Me and alex use to be like this [crosses fingers] but then he hit puberty and well i dont like him that much anymore. i guess ppl grow up right, i know you cant really stop that. even though were still kool i just feel kinda like.."eh" around him. its not the same, i understand he wasnt always gonne be that little boy that would want to hang out with me if i called him, he was like up for anything. but now he has his own friends, and even though their not the best of ppl. i hope he realizes that the shit his doing could really fukk him up if he lets it get to him. i just hope that doesnt happen, couse even though he pisses me off his my cousin and we wave history and i still love him, his family, so of course ill be there. and i love you!! im just gonna wait till the day when his all grown up and we look back at the shit we use to do in high school and just laugh. :)

Back in the days...

I stumbled upon this picture and i was like AWW, this was when we told my mother we were going to a party and then we went to aithzas and had our drink on...ahh i remember she had made me a drink and it was like really pretty (green) but i wanted to put it down on the floor while i was sitting crossed leg on the couch and it kinda spilled on my dress [note; i was already tipsy] so then it like fell and shattered on the floor and i was like :O i was really goners..but it was funny and then my sister passed out and we were making fun of her...she couldnt hang, after drinking one smirnoff, while me and my cousin were on our second. ahh funnie days and good times.

I love Joe!!

Lol. i got like this undies from joe boxer..and i was like Ooooohh I Love Joe. so anybody named Joe just know that on some days i wear these underwears..and i kinda love you...lol

not much...

Today i tried making brownies because since last yr ive been craving some home made brownies..but nothing, so i did it myself. U knw if ppl aint gonna do shit for u do them for urself unless of course theres something holding u back like gee idk a weird oven so i had my mother handle that and i took over the mixing. It look good but i think i might have add the wrong ingredient. Wats the difference between butter and vegetable oil? Thats what i wonder..lol. So the mixed ended up gooey and like unstickable. Well wat do u think was my outcome? Pfft burned brownies..foo sho. I mean it was good in the middle it wasnt burn but onced u put it in ur mouth it got hard and not that chewable. Lol. And then my sister tried to get a piece but it was too hard the whole thing came off, oh we had a laugh. Quite entertained...been listening to SafetySuit all day..love them boys :) oh and check it out this dude gave me his digits. Ha!!

Chilling with my peeps :)

Today was very nice, its kool to have a friend cook for u breakfast or walk to the pizza place or receive a tight hug from someone u havent seen in a while. I love them talia hugs, their truly something. She just jumps on me like theres no tomorrow. And its cute how she takes my hair and puts it over her head pretending its hers. Shes something alright. So i had hot dogs today curtesy of cesar and talia brought her season 1 dvd of Glee and we had lots of junk food to munch on and an egg salad made by me...its just good to not really expect much but get alot at the end. Woo and shaki gave me uhm an incese? Oh those sticks that u burn and smell good. It was a wonderful day over all :) Night Peeps...

who i am...

lets see..i was thinking, i always em. I wanted to write some random facts about me :) okay here it goes... *i dnt like cup o noodles, i will only eat em if there is nothing else to eat or im really hungry. There is always a book under my pillow; sometimes i cant sleep so i read (sometimes theres more than 2 books under my pillow). I like taking bath/showers, i start with a bath then it turns into a shower. I use to call a shower a bath but then ana kept correcting me so i switched it to shower or correct it. I CANNOT sleep if im cold, if im slightly cold i wont be comfortable enough to sleep, serio. I use to sleep under my kitchen table..i would assemble the chairs and then i would fall asleep, sometimes my mother couldnt find me lol. I cant read if the tv is on or if somebody is talking but i could while listening to music,idk. I love cheese! Since my mother isnt much of a cook im quite fond of tv meals, yes the frozen ones. I love family gatherings, im a family person. Im a collector, ever since i could remember i collect something, i started with pencils then bookmarks..and now i like GREEN stuff, but im also working on books :) I dont like being told wat to do, i have this unconscience feeling to rebel; seriously like ill say ill do it but at the end i wont. I live for moments, i like random stuff instead of planned events. I tend to expect too much even though deep inside i know its not gonna happen. I like recycled items. I like taking pictures. I sometimes read in the bathroom. I pay when i go eat with my sister, almost ALWAYS. i like colorful socks. i like wearing converse but i hate tying shoes so i mostly wear my flats. i love my messenger bag. i like writing stuff down in my agendas, i keep it up for a while; ill write things i did each day but then i forget or get distracted so then i have blanked pages. If im home im most likely reading or listening to my ipod in a corner of the house or dying of boredom. I love Landon Pigg, even more since watching Whip It. When i hear a song i like i hunt it down, seriously i wont stop till i have it on my ipod. I wear tights under my pants even in the summer, i like to get home and take off my pants and put some shorts on; its quick comfort :) I wish the library was open till 10 pm i would totally spend my time there. i like wearing black clothing. in middle skool i was in the bible club; for the salad lol. i use to like to wear skirts because i believed i had nice legs but that stopped when i was in 7th grade, now i rarely wear them;and if i do its with tights under. i have never liked8 short hair on ME. i was in 5th grade when i first got highlights in my hair, then i made them red in 6th or 7th grade; now i have green. i like even numbers but my favorite number is 3. i like saturdays. my favorite month is december. i munch it when im bored. if i could walk barefoot everywhere i totally would. i dont like my hands or arms..their too dark for my liking. i like boys that dont like me. ive kissed two different boys in the same day, Yikes. ive been complimented on my lips by more than 1 boi. i have a B.N.P which stands for "Best Novio Pal" and i met him online. i like to take chances even if the results are not worth while. i dont like to quit, and if i do its because i find something else much better to do. i dont really trust anybody. i dont like when ppl gang up on one person, it really pisses me off. i rarely get mad but if i do its because i am really ticked off. i dont like crowds, except if its a concert; im not sure how that works. i rather ppl laugh with me then at me. i wish i had a sanctuary. when i get mad i rather be left alone or else i get madder. i dont like confrontations, unless their worth it. i dont like when i fight with a person and then they act like everthing is alright, makes me madder. i wont actually tell a person how i feel unless they mean something to me. i dont like saying NO, unless i dnt like you or ur just messing with me; then ill definitely say no. i think everyone is beautiful in their own way. i like walking; i would walk anywhere cept my friends are lazy. i love music; my favorite genre is INDIE, i recently found that out. i like to eat apples with peanut butter. i dont like watching tv because i really hate commercials and thats why i love movies. i sometimes get car sick. ive walked on snow barefoot and not gotten sick. i also rarely get sick but if i do get sick, its bad. i like my right eye better than my left. i like my heigth but i wish i had longer legs. i dont like when people asked me "whats new" or "whats up" cuz i really dont know.theres one girl that makes me laugh n cry at the same time and i love her alot. i wish i was best friends with a boy becuase i think boys are quite interesting. all my friends are somehow interesting in a way. i like smart people. i dont like talking to ignorant people becuase i find it a waste of time. i like going to skool because i like learning but i hate the socializing. my favorite shade of green is Forest Green and i dont like neon green. i hated pink all my life until last year, idk but i like it. i dont have a favorite band because theres too much good music to just obsessed over one. I AM very obsessive. ive never had a role model but i do admire some people. i dont know my father and i turned out alright with that. my favorite color has always been green. i like closure. sometimes i cant sleep because its too quiet and my mind wonders ALOT. baby boys flirt with me. ive fallen down the stairs in two different skools and i survived both. i dont like when ppl touch my hair. and even though i like closure i hate it when someone is too clingy. i get over things easily. once you do something to me i dont like you AT ALL. i tend to say i love you like when i say I love Cheesecake. if i dont say i love you its because i do love you but i dont want to tell you that. i dont really like cake cept cheesecake. ive been to the UCLA book fair and it was like i was in heaven. the best things are free. i like wearing necklaces but i dont remember to put them back on after i take them off. i think i have some sort of alzheimers because i forget alot of things. my tattoo represents my liking of the color green its a constant thing ive had in my life and it feels right. i dont really voice my opinions, unless the subjects matters or the person matters. when i say "i dont care" i sometimes really dont, but sometimes it backfires; like when i do care ppl think i dont care but then i really dont care if they believe me, its weird. ive met my version of a guy except he was way smarter and taller. i want to live in a small town. im really bored with LA. i still talk to my second grade teacher. in the first month of skool i was sent to the principals office, it was scary/ and my mother never found out(this was elementary). me and my sister use to wrestle with my cousins. last year i went to 2 concerts(09). i dont really like compliments. i dont like rejection or dissapointment. i really dont like talking about myself but then i have moments like this when i figure myself out. i like feeling the love. im too straightforward for my own liking. i love my nephews with all my heart. my mother is wonderful, sometimes. ive never broken a bone but i wish i had experience the whole writing on my cast thing. if im too quiet im thinking and thats not a good sign. i love bracelets but i dont wear alot of them anymore, im over that. i actually started wearing black eye shadow before eyeliner. i dont like when people burst my bubble, its like Let me have my moment. i dont like when ppl grab my shit unless i say its ok. im not much of a host. i dont like the feeling of having to entertain someone. dont expect much of me because i would most likely let you down. i dont really like talking on the fone. i have a constant headache. bribe me with Hersheys chocolate. i tend to sow how i feel instead of saying how i feel, its really noticeable. i really like writing on my blog. i have officially become a phone addict. i dont like labels. i have always said " rather have lots of guy friends than one boyfriend" :) still true. im a cheap earfone whore, i will find the good kind. i have a debit card with my full name on it. i own more than 40 books. i like old use books because they feel nice, im not much for brand new. i love watching MOVIES :)

to be continued...

love this song..

im kind of inlove wit "Your arms around me" by Jens Lekman. From the Whip It soundtrack..love that movie. N well the song comes out in the pool scene where they do it. ahh the song is just beautiful. Its like a story soo cute. I seriously have it on repeat because i cant stop listening to it. I suggest u ppl go out n buy the soundtrack its awesome...really good totally worth having n then go buy the movie which comes out this month :)

woo!!!

So turns out it does come out on my blog :) bad thing is that my battery is running low...lame. I guess its because of all the memory being used. Ahh anywho, im just showing how happy i am that i could post on my blog. Thee end.

hey..i wonder how this looks..im trying to post from my fone here. Cuz twitter got me bored. I like my blog better either way. I just came back from starbucks, i hadnt had coffee in a while..im not really a fan, so if i go back there imma get a hot chocolate :) woo anywho i hope this actually gets post on my blog...peace