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i try my best to match... lol sometimes!! retro is the way to go ALWAYS

Me and Me

Ive always been accustomed to make a face when a camera is being pointed at my face. and then i found this picture of me when i was a kid and LOOK i have the same face as the picture i took last year. I was just like "aww" isnt that cute. i find it weird to look at yourself and then see yourself as a little kid with the exact same features and then making the same faces as that. m never been one to compliment myself like i dont really care how i look.. but hey i aint too shabby. im not the ugliest duke in the pond and theres potential on my looks. if i only took my time on trying to look good. but really theres too many things to busy yourself with instead of your own face. so i try my best and look decent thats good enough for me so it should be for you. i don even know what im trying to say here. i just wanted to share this picture :D

When i was young...

me and my sister liked to match!! hahaha no thats a lie we were forced to match because im sure we would never agree to wear what we are wearing in this picture. so apparently this boy who is sitting next to me (im the one in the middle) was the first boy i ever kissed. yeah my mom likes to say that a lot. and i just realized that we still have that basketball. damn!! well this was back in the day when we used to live in arizona, my sources say that the stay was no longer than 3 or 4 yrs. we were pretty young so we dont really remember that period of our lives. i do recall visiting a buffet place that had ac and this ice cream maching. very cool thing but i wasnt really allowed to eat ice cream when i was young. i used to always get a sour throat; something to do with my throat glands. i was going to get operated a couple of years back but the doctor said it was a health risk. so we didnt do that. and so my voice is very manly because of this...so they say. anywho.. i just wanted to post this pic :)

erik hassle :)

So me being a self proclaimed music aficionado i would like to share this wonder of a man. ERIK HASSLE. i love his song "hurtful" even though its pretty depressing i love it. i just like that kind of music. but anyways. HIM. you have to listen to what he has because he was a wonderful voice and everyone should listen to him. i personally love his hair... its just soo cool how he keeps it. all those side ways curls HOW DOES HE DO IT?!?! lol. give him a listen, his got his album coming out and its a very recommendable one. or if you feel lazy download it. but share with your peeps his music. people should really be aware of good music out there. Peace!! :D

Goodbye Hemet

We drove away this time. Me and tony got to experience a car ride with the boys and their playing for more than an hour in our ride back home; yeah thats how long it takes. I think i fell asleep for most of it and i was only awake when lex poked me so i could give him some of my Dr.Pepper yeah his a keeper. idk but all i remember was that it was really hot and i was just like UGH. i wanted to go to sleep because i was really tired. and my head hurted by the time i got home, i was really hungry. i was also in need of a shower. not badly but in very need. there was some joking around while i was wide awake and the boys were pretty entertaining with each other. lol. after 4 almost 5 days of spending with my cousin i was in need of my own bed. lol even though it was fun to smack my cousin around while i slept. hahaha. remember this; i had a good time :D

Playing w/the boys!!

meet the boys: Aaron&Lex
These are my two lovable nephews. and while i was visiting my cousin well i get to spend time with them. they love it when i visit because we get to play puzzle or i just watch a movie with them. or aarons favorite thing i make him a peanut butter and jelly samich. lex just wants me to sleep with him. he is such a cutie. one night he ended up rolling off the bed and while i laughed he ask me "lechee, can you sleep with me" and i responded with "sure babe, im right here" adn tony who was sleeping in the floor just said "why you pushed him off the bed?" lol i just laughed because lex always rolls of the bed and then just jumps back on. and aaron likes to tell me every single thing that is about to happen in a movie that he already watched. like "look funny thing is gonna happen" and then when it happens he does his famous aaron laugh. HA!! hahahaha (very over dramatic) in this particular moment. the boys came up with their own game were i was the master and i had to tell them where to ride their trucks too. hey would be like "master i brought you a hundred dollars" and then the other will try to beat him and say "i brought your five hundred twenty nine thousand dollars" and i will go "oh wow, give it to me" and then they would continue all around the upstairs floor. very interesting kids. i cant wait till they're older and i tease them about their girlfriends :D

Taking the train with Tone.

So me and tony [guy looking out the window] went to visit Aithza at Hemet and we took the train. it was both our first time so we took alex so he could show us where to go and what exactly we had to do and how to buy our ticket. Our train was living at 5 and we got there at 4:30. when we bought our tickets we headed to our station and then climb up and then sat facing each other. we chatted for a sec and once the train pulled out we took out our ipods and we each listen to our own. there were a couple of stops and eventually there were people sitting next to us. since it was our first time taking the train we kept look out on the stops so we could see if our stop was next; we later realized that it was the last stop and we could have just relaxed. eventually me and tony had a little chat. talking bout our peeps and music. im not as close to tony as all my other cousins but really the guy is really easy to get a long with. everyone automatically likes him.

First timer.

For some bizarre reason i found myself wanting to visit Sonics and so when i went to visit my cousin at Hemet i was like "Hey, lets go to sonics" i was just impressed by those commercials and i wanted to try it out. so we headed out and we walked to Sonics, it was very horrible. the weather was very dry.. i soo got tan in that 10 minute walk. and then we got there. Sonics is a very interesting place if you ask me.. like its quite cute. they have the menu outside and then there's a button you press and then you order what you want and then a person in skates comes and gives you your order. we just didnt really like sitting outside because besides the hot sun there was a lot of wind and we were like "eek". So i bought me some tots with cheese and chilli and they were pretty salty so i wont compliment them on that. but my reeses sonic blast was pretty good. it was like a malt with chocolate i liked that very much. So over all i think Sonics for me was just a one time visit sort of place. and maybe ill just get a vanilla cone if i were to stop by there. thee endd

My Precious....

There are not enough words to describe this beautiful creature of mine. She's the best person i know and every time were together we have the bestest of times. Even when she hurts me..according to her that's how she shows her love. and if i hurts, she loves you a lot. lol. there are to many fond memories with her and i just love seeing her. She makes my day much better. She knows how to crack a joke and she is always looking beautiful!!

Recently discovered...

THE SMITHS!!

I have come across some good music as of lately just because me and my ipod are attached at the hip as me and my computer are attached. i love getting music...its one of my favorite past times. and i love listening to music im just waiting for the right band to show up so i could listen to some live music. Eep!! but i was talking about the smiths. i recently have decided to make myself aware of them. i had heard their music before but not really payed attention to it and now i am taking my time to listen to every song i get from them. I mean how could you not with morriseys voice. its just too dreamy. i love their whole alternative sound very attractive. it my favorite type of music..i am very Alternative :D anyhow back to the smiths. i have officially on my ipod stored their first album which is their self titled one... "The Smiths" i like some songs already, just by previewing them. So i find myself recommending the smiths like everyone else use to do me. but because i never liked people telling me what to like i never got around to them but now i have them... all i have to do is get a bigger ipod to have their albums... because my 8gb is practically fulled already. i hate that :/ 160gb!! here i come... next month.. the end

Spirit Bound...

I have just finished reading this book. Its stupendous, i just loved it. i love everything by Richelle Mead shes awesome.So this is the fourth book of the Vampire Academy Series and let me say that i waited a lot to get this book. weeks practically!! but it was all worth it because the book is awesome and i just couldnt not read it.. even though i had plenty of time to read it i had to do it in less than two days; since im leaving today and i also have to turn it today [library check out] i just couldnt stay with the "what happen" feeling. either way i am left with that awful feeling. turns out you don't even know what the results are in the end. i know Mead was going to finish this series already but her publisher wanted more from her and im glad there's more coming out, well not really ecstatic because i have to wait for the next one but its okay. i guess ill wait. EEP!! anyhow i really hope Dimitri and Rose end up together :D

Aquarium Time

This is a picture of me!! when i went to the aquarium with Jose (Chino) for his birthday i believe that was on 8/3/10 he just wanted to see some fishes. lol. this is a picture of me admiring said fishes :) it was very plain. afterwards we went to Borders and i bought me a journal so i could have whenever i feel like writing something. its the cutest thing ever..i got the cheapest one because i didnt want to spend so much money on something that i might not use. anywho after that we went to eat at Big Boys and we ate some burgers because the rest didnt seem appetizing. I had a piece of pie, which i called "poison pie" im sure the guy said some berry sort but i wasnt paying attention. i ate it....and then i threw it up when i got home. not my fault though..im not sure what did happen. i just went to the bathroom and then BAM everything out. BLAH!

Morning!!

Im up and about...its already mid-day and i have to shower so we could go to Sam's club to buy our new TV woot woot. finally getting a new tv, thank gawd. the one we currently have is super small that our heads is bigger than it (okay that's exaggeration) but im a girl and a teen!! so hey i got dibs on exaggeration. anywho. somebody is playing soe classical out side and its ice an all...but i am listening to The Smiths :) i am exposing myself to some 80's music and well other genres as well. i like the old music because the music now is all very depressing, too hardcoree, very poppy or just sucky. anywho, im just blogging this current picture of me. not a full face one but i barely got up so i dont want to show you my face :D okay well let me see how my day goes. Toots!!

I want to...

just cry. when i cry i feel relieve. its some sort of cleansing for me in a very lesley way (weird) i sometimes get this feeling of wanting to cry. but i dont know if i should be concern or if i should be glad i could register some feeling. ugh i dont know. i think im just gonna go try the crying bit and then see what happens. toots

Its been forever

Since ive posted anything on here...and just now as i was looking through this blog. its like WOW. damn thats like almost a whole yr of my life on this site. Its like a journal...and like all my other journals i eventually stop writing on it. i recently bought me a journal.. its currently sitting in an unknown place. lol, i wonder where it is. and now im wondering if in 10 yrs "lol" will still be used. idk. i just wondered what happen to me in this whole year.. it seems like im a whole different person and im just looking at another persons life. like reading a book. i dont feel the same way as i felt last year... too much stuff has happen. but none of those changes are here. well it looks like there was signs of y current feeling. my current thought: i dont know what to do with my self & i really like that toot it & boot it song (hahahaha;random) anywho back to my lost moment. i dont know what to do with myself. i feel like im stuck in a place or that i have lost my path or im in a curb and i have no idea where to turn. idk what to do with myself...where do i go. i want to have life changing experiences but i just feel like my personality holds me back. everything holds me back or i just find a random reason to be held back. UGH im too old to having this problem. im hitting 20 and idk what i want for my future. its soo frustrating to have this feeling.i just need a light; yeah that sounds gay. but someone/something just give me a sign of what i should do with myself. i feel claustrophobic im just too caught up in what im thinking or whats going on in my head to actually just be like...ACTIVE.i need a change. i want to move. i want out. im hating this whole familiar stuff, i want something different. i need to stp out of my comfort zone. and that needs to be soon...before everything goes Kaboom!!