Goodbye September.

This is what life looks like for me. Reminders, pay day, exams, days off, outings. And so much more. This calendar is being put to good use. And each month has an inspirational quote. (Because I am pursuing a better life for myself). We all should be doing that. Anyways, turning the page on this calendar because we are getting close to tomorrow. My momma just got home from work. Gotta give her some sugar :)

I don't really care

So I don't even know why she bothers. 3 words. Get. A. Life

Trying to stay awake.

I officially hate chemistry. I super hate it. I mean I think its fun an all but the whole memorizing formulas part. Sucks!!

Very serious.

This is lunch

Provides by my mother. Some fried meat "milanesa", a salad that consist of stripped carrots, lettuce, and cucumbers. Plus some home made fries covered in ketchup and mustard.

Thanx Momma :)

Market

Provided by me. With the money that I earn with my work. How very grownup of me right. Yeah well since me and the kid are the only ones working we have to provide everything. Sucks at times but at least its giving me a glimpse of how it is to have responsibilities. And since it's very obvious I am too mature. I can't wait to be on my own. I need a better job that's all. And for my mother to get a secured job then I am free to go and fly away. I have to. I want to. Sometimes I feel like I must. Eh.

Mi Rana

Haven't seen this kid in forever :(

We are the sisters.

Ahoy.

Another picture I can't remember if I shared. This night we went to hang out with Andrew (my woman). We picked up Casey on our way and then just hanged out and some of us were hungry so we went to eat at Rally's. Oh no, we went to the park and just fooled around. Which was pretty funny. And I convinced them to take this picture. Pretty cool I know. Then we were outside Andrew's house for a good while. Then we went home. Pretty interesting night if I do say so myself.

Hmm.

That one time me and D went to eat at fatburger and the sky looked very pretty. I of course took time to take some pictures. I'm just not so sure if I actually posted them and since I'm deleting pictures off my phone. I ran into this and I wanted to share.

Couple of days back...

A while back

I think this was the last time I saw the kiddos. I went over to my aunts house to watch the premier of SOA and my cousin was there. So I have naked Lex to my right and crazy Aaron to my left. Love these boys :)

Diana ♥

This girl and her bright yellow hair. This is honestly the only girl I know that has a pretty face. Of all my friends. Which are few. She's the prettiest. And no. That does not necessarily mean that all the others are waay ugly. This one is just special. She's definitely one of a kind. I love me some Dina-love :)

Moobie Night

Watched Drive and Killer Elite with Diana. The first we found sort of weird but appealing. But the later was just like eh...until there were some action scenes then it had us leaning towards the screen. All intrigued. Then afterwards we took a walk to 7 eleven and bought us some cappuccinos and walked home. We ended up having a long chat outside my place so we sat on the side walk. Then we continued the chat in my kitchen. Brought up our music abilities, which just consist of music classes back in middle school. Me and my sister share our play stories with Diana. Laughed some and laughed some more. And then Diana had to go home. Thee end.

Early 7am

Waiting for the bus downtown.

Heading home

In the 10 freeway. If you're from California you know what it is to experience the freeway. It's horrible. But about 8:30 when me and my sister catch it on our way home its not that bad. Very smooth actually. And we get home in 20 minutes. It's like BAM We're home :)

Expect...

to see a lot of less pictures of me on my blog. Yeah, I will warn you. I sort of like my face but I just recently decided that it's wrong. So I will try and change my ways and take pictures of other stuff besides myself. So I will take pictures of places or things and share my thoughts with those. I think it might take a while to actually work out. But I will do it. And now I must clean my room. Get my stuff together for school. Pfft, didn't even do my homework. I haven't eaten anything either. Which is so bad.

a smile

I have issues. I do. I won't tell you what they are because if you are smart you will figure it out all by yourself. Ha. Let's see how that works.

Random....writing.

Today was interesting. I think. School was good. Met a guy from my library studies class. I was a little lost on encyclopedias so he helped me out. Very gentlemanly of him. Then I had chem which is starting to get extremely crazy. I need to catch up on my reading, then I'll be good. I hope. I tried to stay awake during my history class. Believe it's hard. Specially when the professor just lecture during the whole class. It gets drowsy. Talia had text me so I told her we should go to the movies. She never texted me back so I guess plans got cancelled. Whatever. I got home and watched a movie but since I was really tired... I fell asleep. Woke up at 6 saw that Rob had text me. So we made plans to go eat. We ended up going to In'N'Out but I sort of wanted a spicy chicken sandwich from Rally's. Eh. Got home. Watched Life Unexpected which had my sister in tears the other day. The show is actually good. Have to watch the beginning though. So that was that. I took a Thor picture which a just erased because the pictures are coming out super big. I guess I was messing around with the app. Trying to get things back to normal. I recently got a google plus but since no one is really on that I find it kind of boring. So it's just there for now. I'm sure people will transition soon. Uhm, I was thinking about tats lately and I'm not too sure what will be next my twenty first is approaching and I want to get something that's very significant to me. So that's a set back since it can't be just anything. I've had this idea for a while but I would need someone to draw it out in order to see if it would work. Sigh. My phone is acting weird. Loko. Blah blah blah. I will listen to some music now.

Interesting.

This/That.

Thor

I laaaaav this shirt. Hahaha. Because Chris Hemsworth was soo freaking sexy in it.

1,540,000

Wow. So I just checked my stats and it shows that somebody ended up on my blog by typing "lesley_gee" or "lesley p meza" on Google. Which means that somebody out there is looking for me. Or trying to find something. And it looks fishy to me and feels kind of creepy. The only people that could possible search that out are people that know me. So I guess someone is being too nosy. Ugh. Seriously. With the whole stalker drama and them lowlife lesbians. I just hope drama doesn't come knocking on my door. I find it quite annoying and time wasting. I just can't understand how people get too fucking interested in other peoples life's. Because I'm sure it's not someone with a good mentality. And that's just scary.

9-17 already imported :D

Anyways, I just thought that was creepy. When I enter both username and real name there's 342 results. And I think that's very smart, for whoever did that, because it narrows the search to me. So I'm sure my name didn't end up on my stats for no reason. This doesn't feel good.

...and then

I took this yesterday (since its 3am already) while I was waiting for Diana to come over so we could head out to Hollywood. Which we spend more time pondering what we wanted to eat then browsing around. The good thing that came out of it was that I bought the soundtrack of Rent at Amoebas and a dvd of Friends :) I made Diana try some cream puffs that they sell on Highland, which are delicious and everyone should try them. We also charged her phone while we were in the bathroom. Looked silly just standing around next to the wall outlet. Ha. It's was a good day. I randomly got the day off from work so I went and spend it out. There was some drama while we were out but eh. Not too important to talk about. Ugh.

On my way home I stopped by Domino's and made myself a pizza :) with bbq. YUM!! Then Cesar went to pick me up at the store and walked me home. Well we stopped at a bench while I ate and he updated me on his life. He has the funniest hair cut. Too funny. Then I went home to watch said Friends dvd and now I'm on the computer. I wanted to get the Eminem albums that I don't have. Probably take a while and I'm practically falling asleep already. So uhm... once the Rent Soundtrack gets imported to my Ipod I'm headed to sleep.

Same shirt

Went to sleep with it. Still wearing it today. It's a lazy Friday.

Representing :)

Good Charlotte

I don't recall where it all started but I know that this band was where I started. I was 11-12 when I was fully introduced to music and my cousin Daniel (my music guru) said I was the pop sort. So he showed me AAR and Simple Plan and I said okay I'll give it a listen. What the hell, right. But my band was Good Charlotte. I can't remember how I learned about them. I think I heard a song on the radio and then google the lyrics or the name of the song and BAM I liked them so much. I bought The Young & The Hopeless (which is my favorite album) and I would listen to it and listen to it and I wanted to be "Riot Girl" and the songs were so easy to relate to. How could anyone not love them. I've been told I am"lyrics" when I listen to a song I'm all about the lyrics and the GC lyrics are all too good. I love all their songs but I specially love their original sound but like all artist they want to explore other sounds. So I'll admit I got lot on Good Morning Revival. But I'll also share that by this time I was trying to find out who I was and what I like. Good Charlotte is my music base, my safe zone, so when I wanted to here other stuff I had to step out of my safe zone and go look at what was out there. I could honestly say that if it hadn't been for this band I probably wouldn't be all into the music as I am now. And I really appreciate that because I think music is a big part of my life and I just couldn't picture myself without it. So me and Good Charlotte are like this *crosses fingers together* I love them. And their new album made me realized how important they are to me.

But I'll be honest and say I'm not a die hard fan because I've never been to one of their concerts. But that's just because I hate crowds and they make me feel awkward. But to this day I've seen some live music so I can't wait for the day that they're playing in LA. And I missed my chance on the Pomona concert. But that's because I have bad friends who went without me. Ugh. I have seen them perform though back when The Chronicles of Life And Death came out I cached them on a little set they had outside Tower Records on Sunset. Which was awesome. Even though I felt out of place with my blue hearts pants. I will never forget that day. And I will probably look up that disk with the pictures and post them here. So I could remember later on.

So the point of this is for me to blab and share something about me that's stuck around for more than five years. Which is impressive. I tend to get infatuated and then move on. Hahaha. I remember I would always buy the J14 magazines to get the GC posters. I can't remember how I had money. I probably never had money to go to eat with my friends but I had money to buy magazines with GC posters. Good Times.

Favorite Songs:
Motivation Proclamation
Festival Song
Wondering
Bloody Valentine
Hold On
Say Anything
Emotionless
Ghost Of You
Secrets
The World Is Black
The Truth
Victims Of Love
Something Else
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl
Beautiful Place
1979
Silver Screen Romance
Cardiology
Last Night
Standing Ovation
Counting The Days

I love all their songs because I just do but those are the ones that I would always put on repeat and I just loved them. Those are me.

Last Night's Dinner

Woo, I went to Olive Gardens last night with my coworkers and let me tell you. It was fun. A lot of jokes and insiders to laugh about. It was a real good night. I had to work last night but then when my boss found out that we were all going he let me go out early. Boo, but okay. Shawn was working as well and he got out earlier than me so he changed and got ready. I just switched my shirt and put my hair down and we were set. We left in his car to meet up everyone else over there. We got there about 8:30 and checked in. The wait time as 45- 60 minutes. So we were like UGH, but okay. So we were waiting outside for the others. Laura showed up first and we were just chatting then the thing lighted up so we went to our table. It was about 9:10 by then and we were starving. We got our drinks and some bread to munch on and we argued on whether we should wait for the others to order or just go ahead and place our order. Me and Laura wanted to order but Shawn didn't want to so we waited. Then the others showed up and it was all seven of us. We ordered our food but it took forever so we ate salad and more bread. I ordered a coke and a lemonade. Going crazy I know. We brought up the times we went out dancing and how buzzed we got that most us girls couldn't walk straight. Hilarious times. Just chatting up and making more jokes. It was a really good night. Then our food came and we were all like "Oh no, too much". Most of us didn't even finish. Pfft, the only one who did finish his food was David and he's a stick figure!! We were all like Wtf, the skinniest of us actually finished all of his food and got seconds! Too funny. Thannya finished her pasta because she wanted to take seconds to her mother. We finished around 10 and then we had this big complication with our checks because we wanted to pay separate. So that was a little time consuming. We all headed out and hang out outside the place. On our way home David wanted to pass by the Rodeo to see the line and wow was that long. At some point during our drive I told the guys they needed to teach me how to drive and they pulled over and gave me the car. Just like that. I freaked out a little but then I was like fuck it. If I crash it's your fault for giving me the car. Anyways, that was pretty fun. I drove home and didn't hit anything :)

So there it is. A good summary of last nights dinner. Not all the details are in but the overall is in there.

"Stalker"

Drama!! So this past Sunday it was a full week that I have been off Facebook. It was a temporary shut down which I am now considering making permanent. So yesterday a friend texts me saying something about me "stalking his homie" and I was just like, What the hell are you talking about?? Whatever I ignored him but then a couple of hours later Diana texts me asking, "What's up with you stalking 'subway'?" And then it all hit me. This fucker apparently posted on his facebook page that I was his stalker and that I lived, where I live, and that if they see me they should "burn" me. I've gotten his post twice!! Okay, that's just ridiculous. First because I don't even know the guy. I've never met him in my life. We have mutual friends and we're "friends" on Facebook. That's as close as we were to "knowing" each other. Second, eww that guy is horrible looking and as a human being as well. Seriously nobody likes him. Apparently they hate him. Third and most importantly I have a life and I don't need to be entertained with his. Gawd how pissed off I was last night. Who does that.

I was mad and planned to call him up and give him a piece of my mind but I had talked to Cesar, who actually knows him, and he said to just ignore the guy that he'll get over it. Eventually. So whatever. Fuck that guy. The balls he has to put me out there like that. Ugh. Anyways, I guess he wanted my attention and he got it for a couple of minutes. Not including the minutes that it took to write this. I just wanted to make sure I ranted somewhere.

I guess I understand why he would think I was his stalker. A couple of weeks ago he posted something about his stalker calling him all night and I jokingly commented on his post saying "sorry" making it look like it was me. But I was only joking!! This fucker went and took it seriously up the ass. I just let it go when he posted on my wall saying some shit about me being his stalker. I remember talking shit to him then but just letting it go because I really don't care for false accusations. But if this shit gets any bigger I will have to kick some ass. There will be reciprocation!!

New Playlist :)

So I decided, last night, to make a new playlist for my blog. And I must say it took forever and I didn't even fill up all the spots. I think I could still add about 40 songs to the playlist. The difference between this new playlist and the others is that this one only has up to three songs from the same artist so it's bound to get a little variety up in here. Which I think is awesome. I tried to stick to my favorite songs or bands that I have really loved over time. While I was searching up songs I was trying to remember songs that I really liked and wow did some show up. One band I had totally forgotten about was The Anniversary. When I looked them up and saw that the website actually had some of their songs I went ecstatic. I couldn't believe I had forgotten about them. I use to listen to their album all the time. I couldn't find Classic Case but I got Showbread. I've seen them live, together. Of course there are songs that made it again on the playlist. That''s just because I have always liked them so they have to be added again and always. There's also quite new songs that are coming out now a days but I think I pretty much stay with some old ones, not so new, and maybe even some unknown to most people.

What's playing:
The Spill Canvas
The Anniversary
Good Charlotte
Bullet For My Valentine
The Zutons
30 Seconds To Mars
Staind
Creed
Queen
The Doors
Gavin Degraw
Kings Of Leon
Stars
Johnny Cash
Jens Lekman
The Kooks
Green Day
Foo Fighters
Queen Of The Damned Soundtrack
Rent Soundtrack
Phantom Of The Opera Soundtrack
Landon Pigg
Deftones
Low Shoulder (Jennifer's Body Soundtrack)
Madina Lake
Metro Station
Marilyn Manson
Mika
Dead Man's Bones
Erik Hassle
The Mama's And The Papa's
ABBA
The Kinks
The Academy Is
Boys Like Girls
The Killers
The Verve
and some others.

Unbroken

I've been waiting for this album for whats seems....forever. And now that I have it I'm like "eh". I guess I expected more songs like "Skyscraper" and less like "All Night Long". They're all very catchy and good but it's like, Come on. Now she's like every other pop star that just wants to make it to the top with poppy songs. And yeah I think that was her goal. Now don't get me wrong I love her album but that also says that if she would have put more heart felt songs all of her fans would love those too. Since she has all these fans putting her on number one she should just have stayed true to her original music. Her own style. But I guess everyone must change. So there it is. I really like it though. It has some catchy songs. Hope it gets big. She definitely deserves it.

Can't Wait

Dude, how awesome is this new thing. Imagine that. No more spilling ketchup all over now you can either dip or open it and not get all messy. And it has 3x more ketchup!! Yum!! I can't wait to start seeing these. I will get a lot!! Or maybe just two because of the amount it will carry. I think this is extremely awesome and I can't wait. I love ketchup :D

Donuts

I get down. I made these. Because we are hungry and don't know what to eat. Mom's not home :(

This Picture.

I remember this night. We had some fun. When to see a tribute concert for The Beatles at Bell High and then went to eat at Jax. Took a lot of pictures on our way there. Jumped off of things. Sat on the middle of the street. Laughed soo much. This picture was the best one from the night though. It just happened. Hahahaha. Good Times. Back in High School.

Green??

Yeah I liked my green clothing. And yes I seemed to over do it from time to time. But hey! It's always been my favorite color. I can't help but have everything green.

Some oldies.

Me at 18. How I liked posing. Those two were some of my favorite shirts. Now I hate them. And look my old phone :(

A Long Time Ago

I think this picture is about two years old. When I had way longer hair. I'm trying to let my hair grow long again. Because I love it long but it's bound to take a good while. This October it'll be a year that I decided to cut my hair shoulder length. I need it to grow quickly. SIGH. Okay, I guess I'll leave this here. And yeah I am aware that you can't really see how long my hair is. But I remember this so that's all that matters :(

Soundtrack To My Life

Put your iPod on shuffle and press play. For every question, enter the song that’s playing, then hit “next.” Remember – don’t change the order of the songs!

Opening credits: “Lazing On A Sunday Afternoon” – Queen
Waking up: “If I Had You” – Adam Lambert
First day of school: “Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up)” – Florence And The Machine
Falling in love: “Sugar Never Tasted So Good” – The White Stripes
Fight song: “Scattered” – Green Day
Breaking up: “Two Worlds Collide” – Demi Lovato
Prom: “Crazy Bitch” – Buckcherry
Life: “You Got It All... Wrong” – The Hives
Mental breakdown: “Local God” – Everclear
Driving: “Nunca Te Olvidare” – Enrique Iglesias
Flashback: “Who Wrote Holden Caulfield” – Green Day
Wedding: “Strobelight” – Jason Derulo
Birth of a child: “Holiday” – The Kinks
Final battle: “Hero” – Enrique Iglesias
Death scene: “Light Of The Morning” – Band Of Skulls
Funeral song: “You Might Have Noticed” – The Academy Is
End credits: “Take It As It Comes” – The Doors
Soundtrack title: “Khashoggi's Ship” – Queen

Mufasa:)

That many songs plus that open space for more!!

A bed with pillowpets.

Cleavage

HW??

This is me doing my homework. I could honestly say I am nowhere close to finishing. Yikes.

Picture Perfect

I bought this brownie fudge thing at the 99¢ store and I just finish microwaving it and I think it looks exactly like the picture. How yummy. And I have vanilla ice cream. Oh yeah. Bout to have some chocolate in my mouth. Side note: I laaaav brownies :)

The Lion King 3D

Last night I went to go see this movie. I just had too. I mean it's The Lion King, I grew up watching this movie. Which is the best children movie out there. I remember this movie so much I always have mental pictures of certain parts and it's like What the hell is that from? I really hate 3D films because really the movie has no 3D action in it most of the time but I went and watch this on 3D just because it's so worth it.

I ended up going with Robert he's always down for anything. So eh. We went got there at 8:30 and the next showing was at 10:20 so we had about 2 hours to spare. We went and bought some frozen yogurt. This guy dropped his 3D glasses so we went to his car to see if he had some roaming around. And he did!! Hahaha, hilarious. We went and killed some more time then went inside to make line. There was line to get in, crazy. We watched the movie which is funny and I love it even more. I was 3 years old when it came out!!! Awesome. A lot of old people there too and a lot of babies. Lucky them.

We were headed home when suddenly in the radio there was a McDonald's commercial so we decided we wanted some chicken nuggets. Very random. We went and bought them and then I notice that it was about 12:30 and I wanted some Domino's bbq. So we stopped by. And my coworkers made fun of me. Hey, I love that bbq :) Rob ended up knowing one of my coworkers and they ended up catching up. We stopped by Jax (Jack In The Box) to buy a large soda and two tacos. Hahaha, Fat-asses. Then we just parked outside my house to eat.

Thee end. Over all it was a well spend night. I'm so glad I went to see that movie :D

Lunch

So I already finished that small supreme pizza. And now I am working on this Cup Ramen noodle soup. Vegetable flavored sucks "fyi". For dessert we have some bbq flavored Lay's Stax and to drink, my bottle of water "canteen". All bought by me on a spurge of a moment. I spend 8 dollars on everything. Which included a everything mentioned plus a bag of carrots, some bananas, biscuits, and a brownie mix. I feel like I would survive on my own. There are four things I could have gone with out and the other four will last me the whole week. But hey, I just got payed so I felt like buying junk. Don't hate me.

Ha.

I work at Domino's yet I stopped by the 99cent store and bought me one of these. Hilarious I know. Well, I will eat now.

Been listening to

This album as of late. It's freaking hilarious. I mean the lyrics are just Wow. I love it. And it usually isn't my type of music but I love his My Chick Bad song so I figured I might as well get the whole album. And now that's what I have on repeat. My favorite songs are "I Know You Got A Man", and "Sexting". Those two are just funny and worth listening to and must I saw freaking catchy. Hahaha. So don't shoot me but this album is worth having on your Ipod.

Views.

Something's going on here. 71 views on one day. That sounds crazy to me. I guess people are checking this thing out and that sort of makes me self-conscience but not too much. I will keep up with this. And post stuff. If I don't forget.

I'm currently getting the Across The Universe soundtrack. Which is the only way in which I like any of the Beatles song. I love Dana Fuchs' voice. It's so sexy. And all the other singers as well. They did some really good covers. So now I am spending some precious time acquiring the album in full. Hee hee. The power of browsing the web.

Damn, I have my third quiz for Chem today and I'm not so sure it went good. I was a little confused. But I also made a new friend. This girl that I had notice because she wore green. So then we started talking about green. And we exchanged numbers. She's pretty rad. Plays the guitar in a band. How cool. Haha. Name's Vicky. And we're planning a study date for this Sunday. Hopefully it goes down because this Chem class is so confusing. And I am so lost in conversions. I need some tricks and a lot of memory. Today I also had my first lab and got partnered up with a different person since Anila is sick at home. Been talking to people lately which I rarely do. How exciting eh.

I wanted to take a nap before going to work but I'm wide awake right now. And with no thoughts of sleeping. I am sure when I get home I'll want to crash. Tomorrow I get to work with Thannya and we're having 50 piece nuggets for lunch. Haha. We get down with the nuggets. Yum bbq sauce. And that new sauce that they have at mickey d's is really good. Looking forward to tomorrow. For sure.

I'm really hungry. All I've eaten was a chocolate muffin in the morning with a coke. And when I got home I had a plate of oatmeal. It was good. But I feel like I'm starving right now and I should eat. I should probably munch on something before heading to work. Because then I'll eat at night and that's not really god for the body. So I will go make myself a sandwich now.

Ridiculous.

I have read the "About Me" & "Facts" pages today. And those are horrible. I'm thinking of updating them and not be too repetitive. I feel so ridiculous. Who would actually read that bullshit. I could honestly say that I don't feel the same way I felt when I wrote that. It sounds all wrong to me right now. I'm just laughing. I feel so promiscuous. Yikes. I hope that was spelled correctly because till this day I hate misspelled words. I hate them. Ha. And I try to always remember to capitalized my single "I". Ugh, how annoying to see the lower case one. And I usually wear my hair up now a days. Since I have to have it up for work. I haven't painted my nails in a good while. I'm currently wearing boots!! Not flats. I forget to wear earrings. Lost my ring. Put away the bracelets. I'm drinking a coke right now. It's 10am. Crazy. I never even drank coke before. So I guess I have changed some in the past months. So I wanted to write this. Because I'm progressing myself and I've decided to blog more often. I tweet more too. I got rid of facebook. I'm making my own money :) I still want to get away. Live in another state. I might just do that if my education (plan B) doesn't go through. My plan A is still a secret. So there it is. I hate those pages. I will update those an try to be less ridiculous. I think I already said that. Cheers y'all. Going to class now.

If

If I were to choose something of mine that I liked. I guess I would pick my eyes. But then again I most of the time nag about my eyes. I found out I had a cyst in my eyelid which makes my left eye look a bit smaller. Or droopy as I like to call it. Therefore I hate it. But if I didn't have that then I would adore my eyes. Since everyone seems to like them. And I sometimes like them too. So yeah. That's probably the only thing I would admit to liking everything else is EEK. And this was when I painted my nails green after months of owning that nail polish but never being able to use it because of work. So I liked this picture.

Another that I love

Me and Diana in one of our Moobie Date Nights :) I don't remember what we watched but I think this night we ended up eating at Denny's for dinner. And we went all out on food. It was crazy. But fun :)

Love this picture

My sister and mother.

Me and my sister

That one day we just randomly ended up at the beach.

Green

At the Book Festival back at the end of April. I really like this picture so I'm posting it here. I most likely already posted it. But oh wells. Here it is again. Elias was reading some poetry.

Glasses 8)

Turning 20

Ha! Nothing much for that day. Just another year in which I added another layer to my age. And now I have two decades on me. How grand. This was after the whole fiasco of going to have dinner at Red Lobster and then buying my Ipod. It was a good night. We were all soo stuffed we just went home and crashed. Mike showed up as well. He's like the brother we never had. To bad that fucker is out making himself.

With my boy

My Lex. Love this kiddo with all my guts. He's soo precious. And adorable :)

Pretty lights

I have decorated the top of my curtains with clovers and purple lights. They were just hiding in the closet before so I figured I should put them on and use them while they're still useful. Love it!!

Sitting here...

Listening to Ludacris's album. How crazy right. Specially since all his songs are sex related. I think their interesting. And I remember when he had just come out and everyone liked him. I liked him too. So now I'm getting his Battle Of The Sexes album and my friends will probably look at me weird when I listen to it. But I don't care. For some reason I wanted his album.

Okay, I'm going back to my type of music. I am now getting Band Of Horses. I think I learn about them through a twilight soundtrack. Which I must say have some really good songs. And I have all of them. Of course there's some muse related music in there because Mrs. Meyers likes them a lot. Which reminds me I have to get some Linkin Park in my Ipod. I love my classic Ipod by the way. Soo much music to put on it. Just lovely. Okay so I guess this post is music related. Just a snippet of what I am currently doing. I have to shower now.

thoughts of mine

Today was interesting. So this year I'm supposed to apply for transfer and I could honestly say that I'm freaking out. Because what if I don't get accepted?? What will I do then? Give up on school? I just want to figure out what I would like to be doing for the rest of my life and do that forever. But I still don't know what I want. So I'm stuck. And I still don't get chemistry. It's gotten complicated. I have to check out websites and Google terms to get an idea of what I'm doing but I really don't get it. My other classes are all good. Just have to keep up with reading for History 11 and the problems for Math and well the sources for Library Studies. And Chem has its own freaking world that I don't want to step in.

Tonight we had a meeting at work to learn how to make a new pizza. It was pretty fun because we were all messing around. Those guys have become some great friends already. Anyways these pizza's are a freaking trip. We have to do them squarish and they only have three different types and they don't even taste that good. I'm just saying I don't like peppers or garlic parmesan sauce on my pizza. I wanted some bbq. What's a girl to do to get some bbq :) Damn, I love that bbq. So delicious.

Tomorrow I work at 11:30 and I get paid this Friday. It's not gonna be much but at least it will bust my digits on my bank account. Got to save some money so I could get away :) I really am considering getting far away from here and starting a new life for my own. Figure out what I want and shit. I guess a little distance from everything will make me realize what I like or not. But the whole idea is really scary as well. But very exciting none the less. I just want to get up and leave and not look back. Which I am totally capable off :)

So lets see where I'll be next year. Hopefully happy. I mean don't get me wrong life is good right now. Going to school, working and improving my people skills. That will help me for future adventures. I hope. I have to get my shit together and decide what I'm going to do by my twenty first birthday. I have to know by then. Or else I'll just be another lost soul roaming earth with no significant path. And how boring will that be. I must know so I could stay sane. Oh life why have you got to be so freaking complicated.

Face.

Love this one.

My mother, my cousin Jarey and Talia.