Last night....

I took this picture just because I wanted to post a picture on tumblr and then I guess I posted that one and I sort of liked it so now I am posting it here. Ha!!

Memorial Day '11

I woke up feeling like I had woken up already. It was a rare feeling I suppose. I just got up and when to the bathroom considered peeing or just finishing brushing my teeth and coming back later to get the deed done. But then I decided to pee, so there I was. I had to wash my clothes so my work clothes could get wash but the neighbor had gotten dibs on the machines so that didn't work out too well. The problem was that I needed to get the washing done before I left to the movies. So then my friends came to pick me up and my mother said she would take care of my clothes. So off we went to the theaters. We had decided, the night before, that we were gonna go watch The Hangover Part 2. Even though I had already watched it I thought it was a good movie that I would pay to watch it again. And so off we went to the theater. It was pretty early since I had work later on so we couldn't take our time. The Hangover round two wasnt too bad. I guess once you watch a movie it's like not funny the next time. So even though I thought it was really good. The second time I was just waiting for it to finish. Eh, done it was. Oh man, in the beginning I dropped some popcorn and it went everywhere. So my friend wanted to sneak into Bridesmaids which she had been wanting to see for a while. I really hate sneaking into movies in big theaters just because I feel like they'll definitely be a-holes if you get caught but I was more worried that time will go out of our times and I would be late to work. Any who, I was walking out and I had sort of lost my friends but then out of nowhere came Talia and then she just pushed me inside the theater room, I guess, and in we went. That movie was really hilarious best damn comedy I've seen in a while. We definitely fell inlove with the main characters love interest. He was a cop with an accent. Yum. I love men with accents. lol. So then we headed to my house to pick up my work clothes so then we could go eat and not worry about me changing and making it on time. We headed to Jax which is about a block away from where I work. And I was a minute late. How ridiculous is that. So there I was at work. Which was nice but hectic. It was sort of busy for a monday. So we were trying to be all over the place. And then I went home and had some cold noodle soup with ham. Which is my favorite. And now I'm hungry. And a while ago my mother walked in to go to the bathroom and was surprised that I was still up. I really don't care I don't have school tomorrow so I'm staying up. Even though I am getting that weird headache in the side of my head that is telling me...."time to go to sleep." Oh well, I guess I should. Hmm, I still need to email that counselor guy. I guess I'll do it later. I just thought today was pretty productive so I wanted to write about it. I had some fun but I also took care of my work responsibilities. Feels so good to be an ADULT.

I love these

Me and Lex. Oh man this kid is a major trip. He is the funniest thing ever. And he is so bright and curious. Everything he says and does is like "WTf!!" but in the good sense. I can't wait till he gets older and I get to show him the videos I took of him when he was a lil thing. And all the pictures and the stories. Can't wait.

Bahhhh, lazy fuck.

me and elias just laying in my bed. well technically he was laying on top of me. well no, he just had his head on me and I was trying to get a good picture to post on my blog. i called him that day after i finished my essay so he could come over. we ended up walking around pacific eating ice cream with my mom and sister. Interesting indeed.

New Cd's :)

• Natalie Portman's Shaved Head
• Left Alone
• Counting Crows
• Hinder
• Erik Hassle
• Hot Hot Heat
• Lady Sovereign
• The Futureheads
  

Wow.

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Scary??

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Foot fetish...

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Another morning.

Mom and sister gone. I have a lot of homework to do. But like always I am lagging it. I really want to finish it all today so tomorow I'll be free to do what I want. Oh yeah. I want to go to the beaaaaach!!!! Okay getting my gears on now. Gotta put my mentality in check. Do your work girl!!!!

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After work

Lol. Im not so sure what I was thinking. I suppose I was bored. I was about to jump into the shower but then I took this picture. Wassah!!

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Me and Jacko

Uhm.

Yeah Thannya had a little hormone attack on poor Robert. And he just stood there and I caught the moment. We were inside a dome sort of thing. It had a mace and we were supposed to get lost but we just ended up where we started. Not too peculiar. It just was there and we walked around it and then went inside and we were the only ones there so we kind of ran around and such things. And then out of nowhere T was all over Rob. Funny funny. They're just that close.

Thought this looked cool.

This piece of art consisted of words and lights. I caught them when they were all on at the same time because what it does is turn on by phrases. I was just here sitting in front of it waiting for the right moment. And then I caught a picture. That section was really colorful and interesting.

Lacma visit.

A picture of me and corn flakes.

Lol. This.

This poster hangs on our bathroom window. It was some random day that we bumped into this poster at a 99 cent store. I thought it was really funny and convenient for our room. Since we both have big boobs and brains!! Lol. It's funny but sexist as all. But its all good because we mean no harm by it.

Why so serious.

This also was taken in the bathroom at church. You know when the bladder calls you have to answer. Lol. We didn't stay for the whole mass. Little cousin needed to take a leak. That bathroom smell so gross and it was unappealing. This found in a very fancy church bathroom. Disgusto!

She looks pretty.

So we were laying down in my bed and then my phone came out of nowhere and took pictures of us. Stoopid phone. This girl likes the phone. I honestly think that when she's older she'll be very pretty. In her own unique way.I just hope her whole personality changes for the better. She's an interesting being but too nosy. And a lot of people don't like her. So lets see where we end up.

I walk.

I decided to wear these. I've had them forever but I never actually wore them. I didn't like them. I thought they were too green and I didn't really see myself wearing them. But suddenly I decided to wear them to work. I believe this was tuesday. Walking home from the movies. I saw Priest and Thor. Which were awesome. Any how, I wear my green converse now :)

Pale/Dr. Pepper

My face is very pale looking. I believe this because the picture says so. But the truth is I am so accustomed to wearing eye liner that when I don't wear it or have the remains of a shadowy eye. I look weird. I feel weird. And people always make me feel weird about it. Like, Omg you're not wearing eye line. Or the classic for my guy friends. "You look tire". Nice one boys. lol. Anyways. I love my new shirt. I bought it at Walgreen's. All my sisters idea. She found it and said I should buy which I did. Because well it was an opportunity that I could either take or leave. I took it. I figure I wouldn't come across a dr. pepper shirt any time sooner. So there went 20 bucks. Well it was two for 15 but I bought some other stuff so it spend 20 bucks. Hmm, turns out I have been taking pictures. Interesting.

Church bathroom mirror

"Oh bless me, for all I've never thought about. I don't know what I want."

hmm.

Haven't taken any pictures as of late. Sometimes I find myself going through my pictures on my phone and it truly gets tiring. I have about 2 thousand and something pictures. It's a drag to erase the stupid ones . I dont know why I take pictures. I recently when to church and then went into t he bathroom and the mirror was all scratched up that I decided to take a picture on it. Maybe I'll post it after I finish this rant. I don't know if it'll be a rant. Just felt like writing some I guess. I've recently discovered that I have no clue what I want in life. I'm not so sure that the vocation that I have chosen for myself is the wisest one. I recently find myself... disliking children. It's just so, frustrating. And the only thing that I would love to do I can't do. I wish I was a good writer. I would write stories and novels and change peoples life's like all the authors that changed mine. But it's not my calling. I am not a writer. As much as I wish that I could write a fantastic story and get published. I know in my head that it will never happen. I like to read. I'm not much for the writing. Too much imagination I suppose. I seriously doubt there is anything interesting in my head that would capture a readers attention.

I find myself losing interest. I hate this moments in my life. They come and go. I haven't really read a book in about a month in a half. It's pretty sad. What I really mean is that I haven't read a book that has made me think outside the box. I need to expand my knowledge on life. What better way than to learn through somebody else perspective. I find it so understanding. sigh. School is good but not so good. I figured by taking a creative writing class I would get some interest in writing. But it mostly consist of reading, talking, and figuring out what the teacher expects us to figure out about said readings. Ugh. That's creative writing, eh. And my bio class I truly regret my start there. I wish I could take back that first month, as the second, since I did horrible in my test and failed the first two miserably. Two fails, one A one B. I haven't checked my latest grade. I'm afraid that I will fall under depression if I dont get a B or better. I've never been so ambitious in my life. I wanted to work really hard in my studying skills. But that is always a complete fail. I don't know what to do with myself. I think about doing something and then I just think about it. I don't actually do it. I need to change that if I want to succeed. Hopefully next next fall I will be looking into transferring. hopefully.

And work. I haven't really made my mind up on that subject. Though I am grateful for the opportunity of working and having an actual job. It's just so plain and bland. And the pay is bad. Even though I understand I am only working such hours. I wish I had a job in which I had more to do. And more chances of making some money out of my time spend. It's so random in there. It's quite confusing. At the end of the day I am tired of people. But even though I have this proclaimed feeling. I have fun with the people there and sometimes some interesting people walk in. And the hard labor will eventually pay off. And I will come out different then how I went in. Life changing experience the first job is. I hate money. The whole idea of it. The whole importance that it is given. I hate it. I wish life wasn't based on money. That it wasn't its main purpose to survive. It's so pathetic. Ugh.

So anyways. I am gone to download some shit. For my Mufasa. And to upload that picture. I think most of the time I just come here to have conversations with myself. I have no one to talk to. Okay, let me rephrase that. I have no one that I want to talk to. People/"friends" are just uuuugh. So this gets my mind clear. Maybe I'll figure out what I want.

My lunch.

Very lonely lunch since they left me. I'm studying, see the flashcards, for my bio exam tomorrow. A lot of vocabulary to learn. Animals are interesting though so I dont mind. I have but two hours to study now. So cheers

Crappy morning...

Mothers Day May 8, 2011

I don't look that pretty. It was a last moment sort of thing. So i just changed. Usually my hair looks alright. But god this day. I look horrendous. Poor Mommy. My scarf is pretty though. Lol. We went to eat at Bob's Big Boy, it was eh. Not too good. We were like this doesnt taste good. We should have gone to McDonalds. lol. Eh

Effects.

Messing with pictures. Going to sleep.

Laaaaazy.

Laying in bed, listening to my ipod. Waiting till I have to head out to work.

Been seeing him much.

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I hate my hair

I don't like the blond. It's really annoying because it looks yucky. I wish I had my green dye. But I cant dye my hair so im really considering dying it all brown again. Damn, poor green. I really loved the green. Even though people bitched about green not been a nice hair color. But I didnt give a fuck. But work has me with blond now. Its soooo yucky!!! I really do hate it.

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Here's the pic

Tumblr

I posted this picture there. My mom finished my very green scarf. Lovely

Random moment #256

My sister put her arm inside my leg and I was kicking her. She laughed.It was pretty random. Then she started pinching my thigh which hurt. But it was pretty funny. And this was a perfect picture moment.

Yesterday.

Mothers Day. Went to Bob's Big Boy. Which was a major fail. Food was like yuck!! Didn't even finish most of it. But this picture was taken outside of elias house. We went to pick him up. And then went home. So lazy we were all cuddled up in the bed minus elias. Then I got called into work so we hustled it over there. Not too shabby.

@Lacma

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Thee sky

Wit smoke. At first I was like, eww the sky is dirrty. But then I realized that it was smoke. Somethings going on around my hood because there's also some helicoptors roaming around. So my theory is that there's a fire and they're video taping it. Lol, who knows. I got woken up with police serenes. Not cool. Im so wide awake and well rested?? Yupp, on my way to school I am.

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With Rob @ Lacma

Outside by the lights. Very exciting.

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Me reading a book for class

How many times was I shitting it to actually do this. I was very close to not even doing it. I was like AGH!! I don't want to read on video. How embarrassing. But then I was like Fuck it. What can possibly be so wrong about just reading a book and posting it online. I did screw up by posting it on youtube!! On my actual account. I hope none of the class mates when through my videos I have some pretty interesting videos there. Anyways. I did about five takes because some words wouldn't come out. I really felt like I was faking my voice and trying to sound...different. But eh. I haven't even logged in to my class. There's this assignment that consist of going to a school and taking pictures of a class room. I can't really do that. I don't know any schools. I hate my life. Eh.

Waiting...

For D to get out of the bathroom. Meanwhile I took pictures of myself. Poor thing, couldn't take a shit because it was too quiet and I was right there. Too funny. This would be Denny's bathroom. Where went to eat after the movie.

This shirt....

The whole fam.

My sister, mother, me.

Cinco de mayo

Me and Jacko having fun with our mustaches. They were hard to keep on. But it was a lot of fun.

Got a skuuurt.

I think it looks alright. Now tobeat korean bbq!!

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Me & Tali

this was the night we went out dancing in west hollywood.

Me and my momma

At the playa.

It's such a crappy weather now a days. And today it was really hot and my mother was in a bad mood in the morning but then she was all cool and said we should go to the beach. So that was the plan I showered and shaved my legs but then my suit was freaking disgustingly dirty so I got mad. Because really who puts a dirty swimsuit away. It was in the closet how was I suppose to know it was dirrty. AHH!! Any who I just put some shorts and a top and we left. We got there and my mom got hit in the head with a football that some guys were throwing around. We had a major laugh. And then my mom and sister when inside the water but it was cold so they got out. Then my mom was posing for pictures. We had an okay time. The sun was bright but I didn't get tanned. So eh. But good family outing :)

And another with this boy...