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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge (3,4,5)

day 3 - wrath. seven things that piss you off.

1. People.
2. Unfairness.
3. Hypocrisy.
4. Hot weather.
5. Waiting.
6. The state of being bored.
7. LIES!!

day 4 - sloth. seven things you neglect to do.

1. What others tell me to do. Always
2. Homework.
3. Reply.
4. Pay attention to uninteresting things/subjects.
5. Expand my knowledge. (boo!)
6. My bed. ( I dont even undo it) Genius!! :D
7. Forget.

day 5 - greed. seven worldly material desires.

1. Laptop.
2. Classic Ipod *sigh* (I wanted to buy it for xmas but my money went somewhere else)
3. Shoes, shoes, shoes, FLATS.
4. Cool pants :D
5. Earphones for life!!
6. Pen&Paper
7. BOOKS, BOOKS, BOOKS. duh.

Last video

And the funniest whivh is why im posting it first. She was dancing then my sister walked in and she was like noo leave then her mother walked in which is about that part in which I fall backwards on my chair. I was leaning back when the door opened it shoved the chair which caused my tumble. It was quite hilarious. Then she went back to the dancing. Priceless

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Tired looking

My life is bland. But today was really fun. My lil cousin J had me recording her while she danced to some songs. So so funny. Ill post them later so that when she's older we could watch them and havr a laugh.

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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge

day 2 - envy. seven things you lack and covet

1. Perfect hair
2. Vocabulary knowledge
3. Perfect eyes (hate the left one)
4. Slimmer thighs
5. Self assurance
6. Time
7. Nice smile

Too pretty :)

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Sunset

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Soo bleh...

Going home after watching the fam gamble some money. Lose it. The only good thing about this trip was the mcchicken I ate ;)

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So far...

On our way to the morongo casino. Im soo sleepy. And I really need to go pee. And its soo hot!!!

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Seven Deadly Sins Challenge

Seven Deadly Sins Challenge

day 1 - pride. seven great things about yourself.

1. I'm good with numbers
2. I type fast :)
3. Critical thinker.
4. Funny/Sarcastic
5. Ojos bonitos.
6. I have nice nails, not to scratch your back with.
7. Nice lips.

My library card :)

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See my cara??

Lol, random indeed.

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Frabrizzi :)

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Homemade Bo-Ba

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Fancy drank...

I got a melon flavored pop soda. The most exciting thing is when you pop it open. Pretty cool.

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Lively bathroom pic.

I need to start going to the gym again. Ugh.

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At an Asian Market.

We're very broad with our food liking. Got some soda pop and ingredients to make our own milk tea with boba. Oh yeah !!

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Riding in the back :)

On our way home from eating korean bbq. Very delicious food.

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I like this shirt.

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Eating some Thai food.

Deliciousness.

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I miss..

My long hair. It's not like my hair is super short. but it kind of is. i really do miss my long hair. I have no way in doing anything with my current situation. I will admit that its easier to curl because its not too long and the curls last longer but that's not something im willing too do everyday. its too much work. Now my longer hair a couple of spray and it would get wavy. Now my short hair gets all straight and plain. Nothing to it i tell you. Quite frustrating. I really do miss my long trends when i see old pictures of myself with my longer hair. Bleh. Its been about 3 months since i cute my hair. I cant believe i just went out and said Cut it short. It was a random decision not one that i regret but i really do prefer longer hair.
Everyone finds it ironic that now that i have shorter hair i most always have it up in a ponytail. Well it frustrates me that its short and straight and the easiest way to handle it is to put it up in a ponytail. idk what i could do other than wait the days off until my hair gets longer. I hope it doesn't get too damage. I will cute the tips in 3 months. Add some conditioner to the tips. i really do hate adding that. My hair tends to fall a lot which i really find confusing.
So i just took my first exam. and well I did BAD. ugh. even google didn't help. stupid google. anyways next week hopefully i do better. or else im doomed.

Me and JackO

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Today...

Busted a mission I did. Made some calls, set some arrangements. Too good. I love doing favors for ppl that I love. Specially if its not even a big deal and you could do it. Just saying couse I love my aunt and I busted a mission for her. Today was a lazy day I was home all day and then started watching a movie with my cousin when he got to my house.it was eclipse. Boo!! Then my tia came and picked up her kids and she went home. I was home with my sister and we were planning to go eat or head to the gym. We wanted both. But then I fell asleep and when I woke up my phone was ringing that's where the mission comes upon. I busted my own mission while busting my tia's. Had to drop of a book at the library and pass by the post mail. I was all over the city. I guess that counts as exercise for the day. Then my mom came home, pissed. Bleh. Then she cooked some food so she wasn't that pissed. We joked while we ate. And then when ballistic with the light bill. 2 fucken bills. That's bullshit. Ill gladly walk around with candles then have this shit. Oh man, I have wondrous news :) I could read ebooks on my phone. Eep!!! So awesome. I got my library accounts connected on this app. Its soo awesomely cool. Its great. Okay, im sleepy now. Nighty night. Ugh btw im suffering of a face of acne now a days. Its horrible. Which brings me to nightly routing of washing my face with 3 different products.

Chilling...

With my sister at home watching Jersey Shore. We were all like oh no we missed jersey shore. But we didnt. Now were all engrossed on that shit. Crazy ass show. Guilty pleasure.

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Feathery woman.

My aunt, my cousin, and I.

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Aithza send me this.

When we went to the mall looking for something so she could wear xmas eve. She got that shirt im holding up.

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Movies&InNOut

i got home. seriously not even five minutes and talia calls me and shes like Where are you?? and im just like, At home? and then she questions me. what em i gonna do. do i have homework. so then shes like Lets go to the movies. and im soo broke that i wanted to say no. but then i was like Fukk it. ill spend five bucks. i never spend my money on myself. recently its been all school and rent. which is quite sad but lets not get mellow about that now. so then im just reading my book at home and then my little cousin comes (jarey) and then im like Hey you wanna go with me to....and then shes like to the Mail!! yes. lol. shes my companion. today we ran there though. shes always in a hurry to get there so we could return. and shes always pulling me but i always hold back. but this time we ran a whole block and then i was pulling her because she was slowing down. and then she declared she was tired and i was like okay tired we still have half a block to go. and then we raced to the door. and we were laughing. and then she ran away from me. then when we got to pacific. talia and robert were waiting by the bank of america. and then i was like Oh look my friends. then we walked back to my house. then me and the friends went to the movies. it was about 3 and the movie we wanted to see was gonna start at 3:30 which was Season of the Witch with mr. nicolas cage but robert was starving and he wanted to go eat but i was like i aint gonna wait till freaking 5 30. so then he bought himself some cheetos with cheese to comfort his hunger. and we saw the movie which was creepy but really cool. and then we stayed to see Little Fockers. which was quite funny i guess. then we were all starving when we got out. which was about 7ish. and we walked to In N Out. which is about 3 blocks away from the theater and robert was all crying because he was cold. and then i was like You guys wanna run there?? lol. they didn't. we went to eat and then i had to wait for them to get their food in order to start eating. we have this thing where we all have to have our food in order to start eating. im not sure who started that. but we do it. and i had order number 18, talia had 19, and fucken robert had 23. yupp. i was like super hungry. but then i had some entertainment next to me. there was a toddler sitting next to me and every time he would look at me i would make a face and he would smile/giggle. and that was what we did through the whole eating scenario. he would turn, i would look at him/make a face and he would laugh then turn away. i would continue chatting away. and then i would see his little head turn in my direction and i would do the face again. too cute. then we walked home. and robert was all cold. and i told him i would gladly sock him so he could get warm. he said, no thanks. lol. we bumped into rosie and nailea and we walked to zoe together. even though we did stop for a second to chat. we then hugged goodbye. and now here i am cold. cause my window is open...i think im gonna go to sleep because im quite exhausted.

new&old playlist

I decided, while i was showering, that i needed a new playlist. because the old one was too old. the songs were very old too. i wasnt even aware of the 200 limit. i was pretty surprised when i got cut off'd. fuckers!! lol anyways this new playlist has some songs that im quite obsess with atm. for example...Linkin Parks 'Waiting For The End' i love that song. i have it on replay. got some Spill Canvas. it has a lot of music that would fall on the mainstream section. i look for a band and i just add add add. like i mention on the 09/10 playlist page i just added songs/bands that popped out of my head. i was looking at other peoples playlists so i added some songs i liked from there. and then theres a lot of glee covers. some popular songs that i like as well. like some katy perry and bruno mars. its really just one song from each. i think i have a couple of Muse songs and quite of few from The Smiths. and a lot of songs from the self titled album of Boys Like Girls. some soundtrack songs from movies. and some Decemberist. which is a pretty mellow band. a lot of the songs are quite depressing. at least thats how i feel. its more down low not too upbeat. like i also mentioned on the page ill most likely go make another playlist in a couple of months. okay thee end.

Nails as of yesterday.

I hope they stay like that for a while.

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My wallpaper on my phone.

Its fucken awesome right. Fuck yeah it is. Star Wars < 33

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Winter semester.

Back to school. First day. We were headed to Jax to have some quality time. Cesar and Talia. (pictured)

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He wanted to steal the gold.

New years day we went to mass. This guy was outside. Alex wanted.his pot of gold. Little dude is one of the three wise men.

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New shades.

The rims are clear and the sides are yellow. They're quite big but I love them :)

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Family portrait.

Christmas 2010!!

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She loved her xmas present

She said she wanted to have a planner to be all organized. So I got her one. She loved it. I also got her a couple fancy shirts. And she gave me a striped long sleeve, which she likes me wearing. Stripes that is. A year supply of chapstick. The good kind. Love her.

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Fucken alex.

Look at his pants...lol

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Too faded.

Christmas. Best one yet.

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Lol.

Im not sure what they were looking at.

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Kitty kitty kitty.

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Alex.

Love him always.

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Rana.

Im like 5 years older than him and he's already taller than me. Punk!! That little girl I post pictures of is his little sistet, Jarey. I either get him to stay with me or Jarey. I like Jarey couse she likes to go places with me, but this foo is always like lets go already. So im never going anywhere with him. I'll probably end up going places with him. He's my cousin I love him :)

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Priceless. Xmas eve

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Playing amongst themselves.

I took care of all three of them. Took them to the park. Played tag with them. Video taped them. Ran away from them. Carried the boys home. Fed them. Blew up some water balloons for them. They're quite entertaining but very tiring. Love them all to death though.

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Jarey&Lex

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Lex&Aaron

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Police park.

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Aaron.

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Priceless.

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She could be a model.

Lovely.

Can't remember...

When exactly everything when to shit. I really cant. and apparently i made no post about the situation. i usually do but i didnt see anything right now that i was going through my posts. its funny the first posts that i wrote. i think about the third one is about the "bff" its so funny. its going to be about 2 years since that. and well i feel like its quite over there. pretty obvious right. the most significant thing is that we didn't even make it to the third bff anniversary. we weren't even talking anymore. and my things with 3's are very significant. its always been my favorite number. and i really wanted to do something special. but i guess it wasn't meant to be. which is sad, right? i think it's sad. but in a way its good. dont want to waste your time on someone that's really not meant for you. in your life and such. funny how i could write this shit down here. where i know for sure certain people will see it. but when people want to ask me about it it's like FUKK. shut up, leave me alone. i guess its just the wrong people. and i tend to get riled up with other people and their comments so then i say things that i really dont mean. but what do i mean...i dont even know. i guess i have moments where im so over it and i want to just move on. but then i see something and BAM. im back to...im not even sure what im back to. Ive been thinking a lot about it and how i want to go on with whatever people go on with after such situations. its complicated. and i hate complications. i wish i had just stayed with the whole 'i dont believe in best friends' shit i had going on. hmm, i guess some things you just have to live through. i just really hate it because i put myself in her situation and i see it. i get what she might be going through and i understand it. but i go back to myself and i think about how i would handle that shit. and i dont think i could ever....really not even a thought. stop talking to a friend. like ana. idk man. i guess i would have to be in her position for real, be blindly in love with a person that i would not even consider another. its just shady. and really now in my perspective i would never do that. why?? because i wouldn't want that to be done to me. if i want to be treated a certain way. i treat that person how i want to be treated. it's always been like that. i cant comprehend how things happen. its just dumb. people are dumb. i hate people. i just want to erase every thought that crosses my mind involving her and ugh. but i cant. i have to find a way to just make that part of my brain blind....maybe that's whats holding me back. maybe i should just embrace it. but people make it so hard. bringing her up...saying we'll soon be talking. they're so wrong. because i would never put myself in a situation in which a person could hurt me. shit, hurt me once shame on you. hurt me twice shame on me. im not stupid or careless. and i really hate those positions. shit i make fun of those girls...care to much for the wrong person. yeah, you were a wrong person. cant even decide if i ever really...i wont finish that. the point of this whole dialect is that i want to remember. i want to be able to read this in the future and be able to feel these feelings again...indescribable feelings. what do i get out of this. so it could be a learning experience. dont trust people that fall in love. who change, rapidly. who are unrecognizable?? yeah i guess. but the truth is...i really dont know...if all this is my feelings as of right now. or if their feelings i didn't accept before...or didn't want to realize. ill probably feel differently tomorrow. most likely. it always happens. cant never trust myself with feelings. it has to be in the moment. and maybe when i see her i would feel totally differently... i doubt it. i dont want to see her...ever. i just want to move on with my life. i dont like getting stuck in the past. its traumatizing...and quite boring. i like the velvet underground. i really do. lol, random thought. (im listening to them) all i have to do now... is choose wisely my next best friend. good thing ill be going away to college in a year. EEP!! im soo excited for that chapter of my life. oh yeah. okay i went from gloomy to perky in a second. what i say about feelings...so confusing...
idk if i explained the titled...cant remember...when i didnt like her. couldnt stand her. when she broke my heart. made me really dislike that unnameable being. and well just cant remember the last time we spend together. alone-good nothing times. every place i like to go is tainted with her memory. i really need new memory's. HA!! less than a second back to gloomy. boo!! in a good note now john mayer is playing and he does have the loveliest voice and my fav song is playing. *your body is a wonderland* and now im giddy :D and 'scene'

My second burrfday.

I guess after this I didnt get any cake/party until I was ten. Im not sure where those pics are. Ill look for them. I want to do something for my 20th birthday. Maybe a small get together with fam and close friends. Idk idk I have to consider the day and shit. Bleh.

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My first burrfday.

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Many many shots.

Little Miss Hulk.

Hahaha. Priceless.

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My bright magenta flats.

I bought those pair the week of xmas. I thought they were cute so I bought them. Plus they were like ten bucks. Pretty cheap. Plus I love the brand Blowfish :)
& here is a picture of them. My aunt makes fun of me because they dont match with anything. So what. I like them. I could wear them however I want.

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She was making herself dizzy.

She's crazy. Jarey< 33

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Random picture

I dont even think he knows I took it. Mine and cesars foots.

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Sucking it out.

I have certain issues with the thought of me being pregnant. I feel like it will never happen. I want it too. If my future were to be secured I would have loads of children. Ive always wanted to be a mother. But it looks like its not gonna happen since the world is ending an all. Grr. Anyways. I take pictures like this...weird?? Yeah maybe. But you cant stop a girl from wishing. Eh.

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Sharing....

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A picture from last night...

Talia's burrfday. Us eating our own birds. Me making fun of robert. Talia showing some clevage. Me poking her boobs. Lol. Cesar trying to unlock my phone. Dancingish with Hector. Good times.

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Another.

She's quite interesting when she wants to. Other times she's a little pest. But she's so little I just to squeeze her. Plus she gors with me places. She aint a lagger. Loooove her :)

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